How many times does my heart have to break
How many heartbreaks will it take before I no longer have a heart at all
Time and time again the pain never seems to get easier
Every goodbye by every man is just as heartbreaking as the first

I don't know what love is
Ive searched for it everywhere
Through men, friendships, my father, and even myself and it still gives me only one answer
Pain
Everytime I pour out my love to receive that same outpouring, commited, passionate love that I give to others
They leave
They leave me
Sitting in the dark, the door closed, when everyones asleep crying into my pillow so no one will hear me scream from the pain of people have caused me
All because they didn't love me

Pain
That's what you taught me
You taught me how to fall so easily
To chase
To run
And to give
But it was all for you
It always was, even from the start
You wore a mask and clouded my mind
You made me fall and give into the taste
But when I realized the corrupt person you were
I ended up getting burned from the lies that poured out of your mouth
The scorch of you burned holes in what was left of my heart
And when it stopped
I sat there paralyzed
Pain was all I felt