I'm so tired.
So tired of feeling forgotten
So tired of feeling like a burden,
A nuisance. Like I'm somebody's problem.
I'm so tired of not feeling like enough.
Or feeling like I'm too much.
Too much to handle.
Too needy.
Im tired of not feeling important.
Like I don't matter.
I'm tired.
I'm just so
So
Tired.

But I'll be okay.
I'll pick up all the broken pieces you left behind.
Probably cut myself a few more times on them.
But what else can I do?
I've tried everything else.
I fell in love with someone who didn't want to be loved.
Who COULDNT be loved.
And even after realizing that, I held on.
Because I promised you I would.
I'm not one to break promises.

Tell me again
How it went from you loving me
To not loving me
How it went from me being your world
To not even being an option
How it went from eternity
To never
****, eternity wasn't as long as I planned
Please, tell me again.
I never get tired of this story.