I know you're broken,
But I can fix you,

I know you're lost,
But I can lead you,

I know you're hurt,
But I can mend you,

I know you're down,
But I can lift you,

I know you're alone,
But I can love you,

If only you knew,
How much I hate myself,
Everyday I suffer,
With my own mental health,

I never feel good,
Everyday is a struggle,
I try my darned hardest,
Not to get into trouble,

I just can't fit in,
Anywhere with anyone,
Sitting home alone and crying,
Really isn't much fun,

You think I'm okay,
You think I'm just fine,
But that's only because,
I'm so good at lying,

You told me you liked me,
You were afraid of rejection,
Little did you know I liked you too,
I wanted to be happy,
Be happy with you,
I thought we could do it,
It would be like the movies,
And fall in love,

You told me you loved me,
I was afraid of getting hurt,
You told me you would never,
I believed those words,
I began to feel the same way towards you,
We were happy with each other,
We laughed and went out,
We said we would never leave,

You told me you were leaving me,
You said it was for the best,
That you would hurt me if you stayed around,
I told you that was false,
You denied me a chance,
To prove to you my happiness,
You left without a trace,
And you said "I'm sorry" one last time,

Whenever you held my hand I thought of the consequences,
Whenever you kissed me I thought of what might happen,
Whenever you put your arm around me I knew it wouldn't last,
And you wonder why I didn't believe a word you said,
Because all my doubts came true,
You never loved me,
That's why I never loved you,
I was raised cautious, not blind,
I was always told to beware of people like you,
Who disguise themselves as lovers when all they are, are liars,
You said it was cute, how careful I was,
Well is it still cute now? When you're not around,
You made the worry worse, even more than it was,
More catious than ever,
More careful than before,
Was that you're goal?
For me to scare away the next one?
Like I did with you,
Then congratulations, it's done.

Your touch is still lingering although I try to rid myself,
Of the pain of your absence it's no good for my health,
Your kisses still wonder around my absent mind,
What good would it be to commit such a crime,
To keep me from sanity to keep me from the calm,
Oh how hard it seems to me, I mustn't go on,
I will not be sane, I will not be sober,
This endless pain and suffering shall ne'er be over,
Why cause me such misfortune, what was the point of this,
Why did I ever touch soft hands, why did I let us kiss,
I've always seen this coming, I knew it from the start,
I thought I could not feel such things, in my already empty heart,

You were my favourite hello
You are my most painful goodbye
You were the cool breeze
You are the rain in the sky

You were cool summer days
You are dark stormy nights
You were laughs in the park
You are late night fights

You were a comfy worn in sweater
You are an itch I can't scratch
You were the music to my ears
You are the gasoline to my match

You were cute spontaneous kisses
You are the stream of tears at midnight
You were said to be my fairy tale
You are not my shining knight