I looked into your cold, cruel eyes
as you laughed in the certainty of my demise
you said that you're a broken man but you wanted to break me
as you walked away and left me with your misery

you built me up to knock me down
leaving nothing but a single memory
of your lips as you spoke
I cannot wait to watch you drown

taking pleasure in the carnage of the weak
the only love you've ever felt is for the havoc you wreak
you claim that love has ravaged your sun
you forgot the one who loved you is on the run

you built me up to knock me down
leaving nothing but a single memory
of your lips as you spoke
I cannot wait to watch you drown

I gave you my heart
it wasn't enough
I gave you my soul
you ripped it apart
you cry cause you're alone
you cry when you're alone
you reap what you will sow
you've reaped what you have sown

you built me up to knock me down
leaving nothing but a single memory
of your lips as you spoke
I cannot wait to watch you drown

all you wanted was to break me
all you wanted was to break me

Pa
Paaaa
Paaa
Passss
Passssssss
PAST
Something that isn't
    Anymore


Had to google it just to see
Past
gone by in time and no longer existing.



Everything I am
No longer exists.  
******* scary

My smile is the biggest lie i'll ever tell
I took the hint, I disappeared
if you'd believe in me I could leave this Hell
but it's much too hard to hold a corpse

my smile is my biggest lie of them all
here where dreams go to die
here where the devil won't let you cry
believe in me, let me leave this Hell

my smile is the biggest lie I've ever told
I try to breathe but the flames overcome me
they say Hell is hot but here it's been so cold
time has no meaning where dreams go to die

my smile is my biggest lie of them all
here where dreams go to die
here where the devil won't let you cry
believe in me, let me leave this Hell

Like poison this entered your veins
setting your soul to flames
fate has been so unkind
ripping apart this time

like darkness I'm black on black
You're never coming back
Like poison this entered your veins
setting your soul to flames
fate has been so unkind
ripping apart this time

Like poison this entered your veins
setting your soul to flames
like darkness I'm black on black
you're never coming back

Something you cannot yet trust
Let me crawl underneath your skin
Resurface all your scars
Begin to mend what you would call your flaws

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

Covered in your wounds I cry deep inside
You're too beautiful to hide behind your lies
You light up the room but cannot recall
That you have a heart behind all your walls

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
No matter how much you hate yourself and me
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

But I never will no
I never will no
And I never do no
No I never will no

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

In all the years gone by
Nothing ever seemed so clear
When no one saw me cry
Letting go of all my fear

Blinded by my own tears
I didn't see the headlights
Thinking to myself how peaceful it was
To watch me die

Don't throw my body in the ground
I'd rather have a look around
Toss my ashes to the wind
And let me fly free again

Don't look for me when I'm gone
Ill be singing a new song
One you've never heard before
Listen for my voice on the shore

Search for the light
Long after I am out of sight
Don't focus on your sorrows
Think of how I smiled before tomorrow

Blinded by my own tears
I didn't see the headlights
Thinking to myself how peaceful it was
To watch me die