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Annamaria Gagno Dec 2012
Come into my sense's
to where I am
I sit alone near a window

I watch life go by
finding myself
is there the sense's to who I am

reality is knowing the person to who I  am
loving myself being myself being the simple as I am now

the sense's around me is to know
who I am

I read on and on
Romance novels
Love stories on the television
see the believing
what love can do

be real
not to be real

key note what is love to me
I block a wall
many years

those are my sense's around me
found the love inside myself

never had it within
no one taught love to me
unwanted love
that's what it was growing up

In my soul of my own heart
love came grand
love came dear

loving myself
help me to feel the feelings
I never had

to love the one who came to me
took the hand to who I am

to express the love
is the love making by two people
not just for love
real love comes slowly
within each other

taking time to explore each  other
why rush
where not going anywhere

to make love
I full fill the love around me
I give freely to him
as he does to me

love is the modest of who we are
to each other inspirit
to the way we see things

finding my love inside myself
never knew
how to express it

being the age I am now
I've experience love
in a different way
marrying a man I thought I love

but I was in love
a man I share three beautiful children with

but never expected a man
who has no morals or any interest
expect himself and only he matters

love wasn't grand
it was a pity to him only

there was not real love
no love making
by pure incense to a man or woman
should feel

love is amazing when it takes time
pleasure of it all
is knowing
when one touch the one hearts
by
feeling
by
knowing
by
seeing the eye's of each other
no one has to speak
they know what one will say
connecting each other
is the feeling one knows

respecting the sense's of myself
I found love
in time
never expect to find the soul of my heart

my sense's took me
two separate roads
travel by time
learning experience by two men
who don't know what love is
all they know what to say

I'm sorry won't do it again
Is that a line for many men out there
when they hurt a woman
in their life time
but yet
they say they love them

by hitting destroying a mind abusing the body
expecting so much by their own wives girlfriends

what is there to do
a man will never be true or a woman will never be true

it takes the patience of love to be grand to find withing a person
themselves

come into my sense's which I did
never been happy in my life
the sense's of my travel
took me by surprise

to love a man who loves her back
it's a journey I been waiting
for so long

to love him
it feels like
opening up the door
let the fresh air in

every day
is a site to see
love the person who they are
see who they real are
show the feelings of yourself
don't hide them in the closet
where the demons come out

finding that one
is hard to do
never expect to find the man in him
he is true to who he is

my sense's came to me
I thought my life will end alone and only me

until that night
it took two sense's to connect
a relationship to be bond
full of love and endures by two people
who love the air it breath
where they open the door many times over

to see the site of two beautiful people
that came to be
Annamaria Gagno Dec 2012
Feeling the sorrows of myself
to why
I don't really know
answer
is within myself to find
no one really knows
why we feel
the sorrows that touchs us
in many ways
to understand the moods we get into
we long for something
someting that we are missing
memories become us
in reality it shows us
to why
we hang ourselves so long

what are we searching for
a balance life
maybe
or
not

feeling the sorrows
of my own thougths to be in away
moods
are sorrows
trying to understand them
is question we all don't understand

I know who I am
sorrows I hate is knowing what people
hating the fact of life
life is many sorrows
to them all
finding a place of comfort and warmth
what happen to it all
I was the same

lost and confuse
nothing seem to work in the past
I walk silent in my mind
yet I question many things
I word into my mind
before saying it to anyone else

life is a sorrows
to all who live with many different
pies of depress
comes in many forums not just the fact or the issue
it's real out there
nothing would work
can't get rid of the pain of confusing
through our sorrows
in the way
we cannot express ourselves
deeply
within us
just the fault that creeps upon at times
yet

we hold on
to our own strength by doing things we like to do
focusing on others
who feel the same

feeling the sorrows to myself
and to others
who aren't alone
in the world
we see or seek out there
sorrows
to who we are
real within our own ways
Annamaria Gagno Dec 2012
Once upon
the
love
we hope for
for love can be forever
she fell upon a rock
a rock so hard
is that the way
love is
to be hard to open up
a mind
that won't express it self
how can she be clear
to her own self
trust the person she with

once upon
the time was there
does she walk to the light
forget the time
they had together
the rock don't break
how can anyone explain to her
false hope to open
a mans heart
in his own way

once upon
about himself
how long does she know him
for himself
can love be pure and simple to her

when does the story begin and end
love can be what you expect it to be

but yet
love is grander and a story to write
love
comes
and
go

once upon a time
there is faith in all
when children are young
parents engage them
in a time of their generation
they are to be
granted to be marry
life way back

no love to share
for the story to begin
love can me completed in a way we see

once upon a story
ain't no fairy tell to tell
all it is
demons lies cheat

all been there from century before our time
there was false hope
lies to **** for the love was meant to be
oh
how life
can be
when it will be so simple
just to begin
many stories that would last

love is the demon to what we all expect
love can be rough on the edges of life
like falling upon the rock so hard

cannot break a mans mind or heart
to be a man
is like knowing who he really is
is he
himself
ruthless of himself
does he lock himself in closet of lies
or
hide in between lines
the he preaches about
many times over an over
women
or
men
been hurt for the love
is a story
to the end of time
where does it begin
we all don't know

once upon the love
is looking for a needle in hay shack
where love
can be true
to write a story
of
once upon the love
we
hope
for the best
to
all
who seek the love we need
soul mates
are hard to find
falling upon a rock
look beyond
read in between the words
men
or
women
say
show the colors of the meaning full ways
stories are made
of movies
for what
hell over bond
crisis of mercy
wishing upon a star
where life is true
by
watching a movie we see
we all
wish
the stories be true
tell of tale of princess and kings
they to
live
upon a love
where they all know all to well
they fought
for praise
to the true meaning
of
love
can be
once upon the love
Annamaria Gagno Dec 2012
Holding on
to life
what is meant to be
she feels
out of sort
what should she do
sitting alone
in a room without no one
she can express
the way she feels
emotions
of her runs through her mind
how sad is she
sadness is within herself
hiding from all
not wanting to talk
would they understand
can't they see
they eye's of her
in a daze of illusion
she feels uncontrolled
to how she feels
why now
is it starting again
her disease is making her feel
not her best
to what she can do
distance away from others
all she can hear
they are chatting away
a good conversation
but she feels left out
not wanting to join
in her mind
is uncontrolled
she wish in time
she will feel better
illusion that is in her mind
takes a toll
and
energy that she don't seem to have
why now
why now
sitting alone away from others
she feels like a
stranger
not meant to be around people for
a while
please Lord
hear my words of Praise
can you read what she types
carry her through hard times right now
is it normal
for her to feel this way
she doesn't want to feel sink into the gutter
cannot seem to climb the ladder
please
Lord
hear her calling
for help
knowing she is not herself
what can she do
only thing she is doing
trying to coop her day
living a life
is knowing once again
holding on
what life is to her
Annamaria Gagno Dec 2012
My only
love
just him and her

embrace the
love
for sensual love will be true
look beyond each other

ask why
you both are together

knowing true love
doesn't come by so easily
it's the
love
to found
in true soul
connecting by the unity
what is there

one love to another
is the unity as 100%

there is no take
it's a given an a praise
what one does

my only love
his the man of her dreams
things he does
she does not ask

it amaze her so much what kind
a man he is

to woman of herself
she praise him so much
in return
he does the same

romance began long long ago
for true love
does it all

shower them both
love making
is slow
but lovable to feel the true
love making
by a man
by a woman

touch the skin
touch the strength
touching to behold a woman
in his arms
just to gaze into her eye's
how she relaxes into him

touching
feeling
feeling the soft silky skin
oh how much he adores her
feeling her ways
of a
woman
to
him

love is grand when one relaxes to a man
that beholds his love
kissing
the
tonging
******* of her *******
oh my oh my

how he hears her moan
love
is
real
to the both them
the heat
penetrates the sensual of passion

he is delight for she is
his love for ever
knowing she

she to relaxes in her mind
to feel her
man
touching her in many ways

to stroke by experiencing each other
love
is to be
slow
to feel each body and soul
of each other
takes time

to enter the tunnel of love
taste the pure
nectar of each other
love is grand

but to know
who they are

my love
we are the only ones
to love fore ever

he knows
she knows

my love for her
is the love
for him

my only love
is forever
in love
until death comes
they will reunite
in heavy above
to find each other

is the connect by the soul mate
by heart
by the love
by who they are
what meant the most
is loving what they were giving
to each other

my only love
Annamaria Gagno Nov 2012
Running away
by the one she cares
always the same never change
she asks
hows his day

it was good until now
she show up
disappointment he was of her

she cannot compete any longer
she knows
his is in love with his brother girl friend

how can she compete with someone
she belongs to another

he express so much to her
how he feels
right at her face
is like who cares this is the fact

it's also most Christmas
be who you are
she ask once again

what does he mean
expand herself to whom
doesn't matter

she gave so much
how is it so hard to express herself
to care for someone
he treats her like a dog
to be train by his command when and where

today of all days
her day is ended
all she did is walk to where he is
the light of him

was anger to see her there
to hear the words he responds to her

all she can say to him
she feels
his brothers don't treat their women the same as he does

she is just a punching bag to his liking
not a person or human being

she tried so hard to get some
respect and notice she is real
why is it
why is it they don't like

all she knows
men like women that spend money on them

until
the money is gone
they have their own money for themselves
yet
their own girl friend has nothing to offer

running away
each time
he express the words he says to her

the is full of hate and unlike and unwanted
being who she is

how can she go on
how can she live a life

all she is
is someone simple
she never ask
she gives by the inner heart
to who she is

all she gets
is a slap across the face
no matter
what she does

to care more the guy she loves
yet
she cannot compete
with his brother girl friend that he so much
adores

not realize
it's time to fight once again
learn the basic rules
let him go
let him go
let him go

get help
to let him go

running away
so many times over
yet still goes back giving him another chance in life
Annamaria Gagno Nov 2012
Please don't cry
over her
to why she says
is the best thing she done
in life

life to her gave her pleasure to know
who she was
what she was
until she meant
the one
the only one
the meant all to her

don't cry
when she isn't near you
just look ahead
think of the good old days that gone by
she'll take the dying heart of herself
rest in peace
to her final good bye to herself
all she would see

is the painted picture of you
in her mind
by time goes
her memories will fade away into a cloud
where there is no more
joy to remember by

it's up to the one
she adore in life
who gave all
to what she needed the most

love came
a grand surprise to meet the one
she thought
who would never give the pleasure of happiness

please don't cry
over her
look at the painted pictures
he drew of her
in his mind where every day tells a story
why pictures are done

most the part is
looking around the house
what two people share and made the home
into a loving home just for two
unity of the bound
the love making
that brought
many children in our life
to give a more grand of surprise
to what we share

she may not see him any longer
she may not sleep with him any longer
feeling the comfort gone
feeling the one beside her as she sleeps

very did the time go
why did she take sick
why her why her
he ask to himself
someone precious as an
Angel up above ask her
why now

when life just begone for more the just a memory
it's a memory of faith to believe in hope
to look over our children
where they to
find the love within themselves
made it a bond
with a wife or husband they married into

look at it now
Christmas is near
children everywhere born to live long
sad of herself
tears inside will never show

life began many long ago
now taken to early
she'll miss the laughter in the rain

children, children
grandchildren to her
what a Blessing of time
so close so far yet

time has gone
when now
a wife
a mother
a grandmother

is taken so soon
in an empty chair
where that loving person was

is the wife to her mate
is the mother who play taught them meaning
love faith joy hope
each child she bare is the Blessing
by two parents
that gave them life
to be

now once again
taken by love
she'll never get to see
the love of her grandchildren
growing up
being who they are

living a life as they are now
taught by love
gave them hope
a special in life for them

is to
taken away from them
to early in time

please don't cry
over her
all she wants
to be remember
by the love
she gave to all

each year
when Christmas comes along
just save an empty sit
for the next generation to come

please name the child
a
Blessing
of their
grandmother
they would never see
each year

when Christmas comes along
the child
be remember
by the loving grandmother
who sat
in a empty chair
for years

now gone
to the love of heaven

please don't cry
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