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Jun 2013 · 573
Bird of Fire
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
Wide eyes
Neck bent,
Gaze, gawk, stare.
Joyous cries,
Skeptic gasps
Step, step, glare.

Shrill ring
Wise eyes
Color foreseen
Fiery wing
Spits flame
Fly, glide, careen.

Arrows fling
Fury falls
Glory for the bowmen.
Victors sing
Puff of smoke
Rise from ash again.
Jun 2013 · 771
Man in Disguise
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
Step by step,  I walk along
Beneath the starless, city night
Down an alley, and up one more
I glance around, and quake in fright.

One more turn, one more right
With paranoid glances over my shoulder
Then I would be home and I would be safe.
To escape from this night, not possibly colder.

Then, skin bare and white in the dark
There is the man that I see.
All alone in this alley, there sits this man
Head down, with his back turned to me.

"I can help you, sir," I call to this man.
"Please can you tell me your name?"
But the man only turns,  sad smile on his face,
And says, "Girl, richer men made this claim,"

I thought he was mad, strange, and insane
But really this man was just wise
For here, my assumptions were stupid, for sure
For life was that man in disguise.
Jun 2013 · 648
Abandon me, heart
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
Oh heart!
Why dost thou make pain so fierce, As fiery wind across red dirt of desert's plain. Dost thou have no fear of breaking?

      Why so brave, thou heart mine, that risks all thy pain, all thy love? Will thou join me instead in solitude, may thou not steal away as my bane?
Or as the canine lets holler his mighty, great bark, will thou leave my persuasions in vain?

So decidith, dost thou to abandon me here, like the sun leaves the moon with all poise?
Or will thou make amends to me in pity, and allow me to make my own choice?

So heart, here's adeu, for thy has chosen me not, and thou adores whomever thy might.
And here I will stay, waiting for thy still, and heartbreak will rage through the night.
Jun 2013 · 758
A Fair Trade
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
I wish for a fair trade
Given to us by birth
An exchange of one for another
To give and get equal worth.

Perhaps this is greedy
Perhaps this is wrong.
But if a choice could be given
I'd be where I belong.

See, I don't belong here
Stuck with drama and thought.
I wish I could be different
But humanity's what I caught.

But if I could make a trade.
For something who's worth is the same,
I'd chose the wings, the flight.
Than to be stuck here; earthbound and tame.

To lift off into the beauty of birds
To give my humanity instead.
No pain, no worries, no cares
Anxiety gone, with dread.

Yet fair this would be,
For I'd lose as well.
I'd lose all the good things,
Memories, family,  love's spell.

So maybe it's a fair trade that I seek
To escape from Gravity's grasp.
But still, here I am, and forever I'll wish
For that fair trade that'll come at long last
Jun 2013 · 797
High Horse
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
"Get right down! From that horse," he said,
As high and as proud as the champion's stead.
"Come right out, and we'll settle this fair,
And the folk all around will hide from the square.
Draw on three and we'll see who's best,
Loser gets to leave and the winner gets the rest."
One, two, three, and the bangs hit the sky,
And the ranger hits the ground and I leave him there to fry.
"And if you decide to come back 'round,
Just remember  that the sheriff has a hold of this town!"
That boy runnoft back the way he came
Cause this devil's just a girl, but the sheriff just the same.
Jun 2013 · 789
Love Beware
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
To have that terrible urge
That horrible, grotesque thing
That feeling we wish to purge,
But we do not push, we cling.

It's that wonderful squeeze
Of his hands in yours
That tiny viral disease
We hear of in legends and lores.

Whispers of little white lies
We tell ourselves at night
One half loves, one denies
Warm in joy, cold in fright.

His wicked love devours
All your morals, all your cares
His crooked smile empowers
Warmth like poison, it ensnares.

Here, it whips you from clear eyes
And it blinds you of the truth
All decisions, it decides
Made of confidence, of uncouth.

You fall victim, you fall ill
Endless falling here and there.
Still you tumble down that hill,
You are taken, *love beware!
Jun 2013 · 1.0k
In the Story's End
Anna Pavoncello Jun 2013
Where do you take a story?
To the deep and dusty dungeons filled with rubble ridden cages?
Or to the telescope of fame that starts with talent, strength and stages?

Do you have a happy ending where the girl and boy get married?
Or do they drown into the sea where they're taken, swept and carried?

Is their world a crystal cave of wonders; stone and solitude?
Or do they fall upon the rocks, too sharp, too strong, too crude?

Are their masters death and dark and depression, silent and abused?
Or are they dreamy- light and creamy- hazy or confused?

Do they take the path less traveled, sure that they are wise?
Or is their confidence a plague that's hiding in disguise?

Does she run across a meadow with the daisies in her wake?
Or does she swig the pills down fast for a childhood mistake?

Will he make the deal of the devil
In a race for gold and soul?
Or does he spend his life in hell for sin and shovel coal?

Is she strange, and strong, and special,
Is he big and brave?
Is anger, lust, and vengeance,
The only thing they crave?

Where do you take a story?
Where does it meet its end?
Is it written in a poem?
Or pretend that it's your friend?

*To be continued...
May 2013 · 1.1k
Ghost Town
Anna Pavoncello May 2013
Bring the country side to me
Fill every wish, every plea.
Curl me up and take me in.
Draw trails of circles on my skin.
Drive around the ghost town square
Turn up the music,  take my dare
Kiss me in our tree house high
And look at leaves of green float by.
Sit me down and strum a song
We'll sing and dance,  all night long.
Love me always, treat me fine
Lace your fingers tight with mine.
Bring me home and lay me down
We'll live forever in this town.
May 2013 · 695
River, Rock, and Frame
Anna Pavoncello May 2013
My eyes probe the mist where it clings to to mountains.
The mountains who stand tall and strong
                                      Who grow darker as they rise Shadows.
They're pitted against the sharp vibrant sky
                                                    That surrounds them, vast, blue, mysterious.
I linger over the glassy river surface  
That reflects the cotton clouds
             And the dark, haunting mountains
             And their huge blue groundskeeper
The river winds and winds,
                            A great thriving knot,
                                                          Untanglable.
That sinks and weaves
And swims
Level with the earth
Equal in grandness
                                                         Acts as home to all
                              All who breath air
All who drink and sleep.
Those who gaze up at towers of green
When the sun is high and summer abroad
They chatter and gather and hunt
They roll in beds of fuzzy moss
                      Growing, growing,
To give life to others
To leave when it's time
                                                        I reach, I stretch
                         My fingers strain
To go there
To escape
So close, so close

                       My hands hit the glass.
The **** jumps the frame.
May 2013 · 816
The Glows of My Sister
Anna Pavoncello May 2013
To listen to you talk
To drive, to take a walk.
Just us girls beneath the sun.
Where we laugh and sing a ton.
No one else like you,
Who loves life and all that's new.
Who turns the song up loud
And belts it strong and proud.
You turn the windows down,
We cruise around the town.
Then to the countryside,
Where  streets are long and wide.
I could go with you til dawn
If the drive could just go on.
I love that fiery heart
That I'll miss when we're apart.
But sister, you should know,
To me, you shine, you glow.
So don't you ever change,
Or I'll love you just the same.
May 2013 · 549
The Last Apology
Anna Pavoncello May 2013
You wait for it
Forever and forever
But you haven't got that long.
You wouldn't ask
For pride and hope together
Wouldn't admit you're wrong.
But if you did
And scribble down a letter
To convince yourself you're strong.
You'd tell him straight
And hope that it gets better
Return as you belong.

You'd shed no tears
Those tears like  falling  ash
That come with life's disaster.
You'd feel no fear
Like that of lightning's flash
That makes your grief your master.
And you'd make no deals
With mind and life that clash
To find your life end faster.

But you won't
So you'll wait a while
Wait until you burst.
For him to confess
For him to say and smile
That he was  the wrong one first
So there you'll sit
With your fingers on the dial
When your pain's the worst.

Depressed, alone
Is all that's left of you
The perfect analogy
You never got
That one  word or two
To make his  last apology.
And so with strength
You soon go through
A quick lobotomy.
Apr 2013 · 2.2k
Stop to Smell the Flowers
Anna Pavoncello Apr 2013
I wish the blur of brightened days
Would stop and let me smell the flowers
But dragged away and forced to rush
The Human race sees nothing.

Our race, our race
We rush around
A flowing, endless rush of Us
Just us, just us,
We see nothing else
And no one stops to smell the flowers
So here I am, caught in the race,
Wishing I could stop a second
But if I did, I'd lose the herd,
And take up my life with the one that follows.
But still, at least, I could stop
Stop and stoop and smell the flowers
Sit and sing to cloudless skies
And watch the herds go flashing by.

We're a vein the runs throughout the Earth
That clots to watch the horrors of life.
But only those that affect us
Because we see nothing.
Nothing, nothing
Is what is left
Once our rush has rushed around
And if we could only stop,
Stop and smell the flowers
Regardless of the herd
Maybe, maybe
**It will get better.
Apr 2013 · 845
Mansion's Lament
Anna Pavoncello Apr 2013
Sneakers left in blue shoe boxes
Milk is spilt on ruined floors
Sewing chair just ricks and rockes.
Paint is chipped off old, white doors.

Mice and murmuring reconcile
Sheets left huddled in room
Books and briefcase in a pile
Hatbox smells of old perfume.

A child's dollies left, and loveless
Glasses cracked and on the chair
Courtyard empty, dead and dove less
Frames are empty, cracked and bare.

Stairs are winding up, unending
Cotton seeps from cushion wounds
Old oak branches broke and bending
Cluttered forks and silver spoons.

Empty always, still and lonely
People come but never stay
Stay one night but one night only
Then they up and go away.
Apr 2013 · 831
Guilt Free
Anna Pavoncello Apr 2013
Snuck between the bars at last
Holder's faces all agast
Thoughts of future, brightened gloom.
Failures stalk back to their doom
Slip between the steel-wrought veil
Holders, demons, on my trail.
Panic reigns,  instinct rides
Deep inside the hope resides.
Sneak away and lose them quick
Willow's weeping hides me thick
Blamed for treason, ****** hands
Yet Guilty sleeps and Innocent stands
A swell of joy and I am gone.
But freedom's cradle rocks till dawn.
Apr 2013 · 398
A Rare Creature
Anna Pavoncello Apr 2013
Thick is the mass upon his head
Long is the pass before his tread
Green are his eyes that close slow to sleep
Pain is his prize when his cuts run deep.
Grim are his features when his losses are great
Though tears are rare creatures once he's buried their weight.
Praised by hell below and heaven above,
He walks the path for his one true love.
Mar 2013 · 635
Delayed Grace
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
And there stood a lady with a mild-mannered eye,
Saying, "May those frost-bitten lips of other's die.
With their marred tongues of a dastardly word
Deep under influence their language is slurred."
And with a thought of imbued awe,
Beneath her pressing eyes I saw
And never again would I lay waste
To a poor fortuned tangle of delayed grace.
Mar 2013 · 475
Be everything
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Capture ice
Meld it to your dreams
Take the stars
Bind them at the seams
Grasp the earth
Fist it into stone
Cradle my soul
Leave it not alone.
Gather the trees
Bend them into bloom
Swallow the sky
Break off grey and gloom
Embrace the falling waters
Wipe their tears away
Relieve the straining mountains
Set them down to lay.
Brace my shaking shoulders
Warm me with your touch
Reap the wandering shadows
Trap them in your clutch
Claim my quivering heart
Take it all and whole
Be my love forever
Be my heart and soul.
Mar 2013 · 723
Our symbol
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Roam the country
Sweep the sea
Fly above us
Forever free.
Hold our pride
Keep us strong
Live your life
And do no wrong.
You're the symbol
You're grace
You're the model
We embrace
Take our hope
Take our glory
Bring the battle
Write the story
Cry your fury
Bite the beak
Smite them down
The mountain peak.
Don't stop fighting
Don't let go
Show no mercy
Strike a blow.
Be our savior
Guard us near
You're the eagle
So show no fear.
Mar 2013 · 436
Total Alone
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
He  never thought he'd live this way
He thought he'd have a wife some day
Instead he's in this silent spin
Alone in just some strange man's skin
For endless days and endless nights
There's no one to turn out the lights
And kiss him with a sleepy sigh
To lay with as the night goes by
So now he trudges right through life
As meaningless as the silver knife
He put up to his throat and sliced
And thought about his wasted life.
Mar 2013 · 418
Dreams of Freedom
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Did you ever dream of trees
Of living in the mountain breeze
To cling to faces made of rock
To float beyond your cabin's dock.
Have you dreamt of flying high?
To wave goodbye and search the sky
To meld with rock and sand and soil
To wrap with oak roots tangle and toil
Have you ever been like me,
And wish to roam the great blue sea
Or look a lion in the eye
To feel it live, to feel  it die
For if you know, for if you've tried
Then nothing makes you run, you hide
But if you still live in fear
Then you don't deserve those dreams my dear.
Mar 2013 · 475
Sightless Eyes
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
I looked up at the soft blue sky, eyes wide with wonder.
Above me, a bird cries for a fallen child; I shiver at her sad song.
A pedestrian gave me a daring pat, it was obvious I didn’t belong.
The world surrounding was mysterious, all emotions were quite mild.
No depth were in these people, no soul; no light.
No life was in their eyes; no being contained the sense of sight.
I searched for one alike myself, but all their stares were blank. In my loneliness, I remained; and let out  a soulful cry.
Mar 2013 · 567
Sister's Reverie
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Behind my eyes, colors flash
And you and I my sister dash
Across a field of stinging bees
We run beyond the frozen seas
With thoughts of sun and mossy roots
We sing  and laugh with phony coots
And by no rules, do we abide,
for in this world
we’re side by side.
And I without you, could not see
the sister you will always be
For you have been so good to me.
Mar 2013 · 467
As the Ocean
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
I am as the ocean,
I am a wave of many things,
On the surface I am a plain blue desert,
endless and unchanging.
I am as the ocean,
on my coasts, come tidal waves,
however, on my shores the emotions
break into a million, foamy things.
One may step into my waters,
But will never know my depth.
                            For I am as the ocean.
                            I am a wave of many things.
Mar 2013 · 796
The Lesson About Time
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
The Past
It Haunts us,
It Taunts us
Follows us around.
We regret
We can't forget
It keeps us tightly wound.
It's blurry,
We worry,
Will all our memories leave?
A hazy smile
A blackened tile
We're easy to deceive.
The Present
It wakes us up
It takes us up,
Plasters us to stress.
We face our fears
It ends in tears
It makes us all confess.
It never lasts,
It turns to past,
Just a distant thought.
It's everyday
We can't run away,
It leaves our heartstrings taught.
The Future**
We can't hide,
Can't brush aside
What we don't expect.
If it let's us down,
We turn it around,
It's pointless to object.
Simple prepare
Honestly care,
We just might have a chance
A little glimmer
Not possibly slimmer
It will allow us to advance.
Mar 2013 · 460
All of you, and me
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Rejoice, rejoice
Sing once, sing twice.
Let's gather here.
Bring your brothers
Bring your sisters,
We'll make music
Under the setting sun.
Red dirt, underfoot
All of you, and me
We'll make a memory.
We'll touch the sky,
My friends
And make harmony
And dream of Peace.
Mar 2013 · 446
Song for me
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
I stepped upon a dream
One day
My darling love and me.
It brought about
A kiss without
The weight of modesty.

Music wafted
Through the glass
And it's beauty beckoned me.
His voice rang high
To where I lie
Upon the balconey.

He sang with
Golden radiance
In the grass below,
A bird joined in,
Sang with her kin
Her breast as white as snow.

The song she sang
Was charming,
Full of subtle simplicity.
The love was there,
But none compare
To the song he sang for me.
Mar 2013 · 570
Don't cry, my son
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Don't cry, my son
I'm here, I'm here
I'll stay with you,
My boy, my dear.
I'll float with you
In dreams of streams
And pools of light
Knitted into your seams
Don't cry, my son
I love these clouds.
But how I hate
Black clothes, black shrouds.
On blackened earth,
Right here I am.
We'll go together,
Hand in hand.
Amidst the trees
And mountains, and breeze
Let's go meet God,
Brush off your knees.
But don't forget
My darling, my son,
I'm here, don't cry.
Our suffering's done.
Mar 2013 · 669
Life Saver
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
Always wander, never waver.
Don't look back,
I'm no life saver.
Keep on loving, keep on leading,
It's that I lack,
It's you I'm needing.
Just keep fighting, just keep breathing.
I'm not that brave,
So you'll be leaving.
Never falter, never break.
Here I'm safe,
So don't you wake.
Stand up proud, stand up strong,
But I won't go,
I don't belong.
Don't back down, don't forget
Face your foe
And loose your debt.
Serve your country, stoke the storm
Then come on back,
I'm safe and warm.
Mar 2013 · 984
Enemies
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
They sway,
They turn
As I sizzle
And I burn.
Jealousy.
They whisper
They gush
As I frown
And I flush.
Embarrassment.
They mask
They hide
As I peek
And I pry.
Curiosity.
They sneer
They stare
As I tense
And I glare.
Anger.
They taunt
They lie
As I stand
And I defy.
**Pride.
Mar 2013 · 745
Crossed Bones
Anna Pavoncello Mar 2013
The sky is grey
With falling ash.
I wait upon
The snapping lash.
The sonic boom
That scalds my skin.
Bites my back,
Licks my chin.
A cry bursts through
My ****** lips.
And tiptoes through
The sails and ships.
My face is raw
And black and red.
By blades as thin
As pin and thread.
The rope that binds
With hostile ease,
Is as merciless
As the greedy seas.
The cannons gleam,
And spit out smoke
Then fire sang,
And war awoke.
I strained a gaze
On black and white,
That streamed right through
The brightened night.
Now torn to shreds
And at my feet,
It was the last
Of the pirate fleet.

— The End —