you took advantage of me.
so i'll leave with some dignity.

this is the repition of my life
the cause of all strife
the emotions come later
like the food brought out by the waiter
to most the emotions arrive as we sit down
but i feel nothing so i sit with a frown

this is my life
i'm in this town now
living with strife
asking myself how
i want to see you
i so desperately wish you wanted to see me too

i see it every time i'm here
the broken and ugly sin
i see your struggles my dear
i hope this is a fight you win
i long to stand here by your side
to give advice and comfort
to encourage you along the ride
i know deep down there is hurt
but i pray and pray you run to Christ
He's the only one who will satisfy
Realize what He's sacrificed
and you won't be dry

I've been ripping you off my rib cage.  
We planted a garden in that spot.
The roots of every flower are  gripping there.
They perfectly intertwine with each rib I shared.
They won't let go of the bones inside me.
They've been wrapped around quite beautifully
But you've gone and so must they.
Instead they grow strong each day.
They need to be uprooted.
They aren't welcome anymore.
They are tearing each rib apart slowly.
They've been digging to get to the *****.
That heart that's down there somewhere.
They desire remembrance.
But the ***** is hiding deeply.
It is to painful to remember.
But the war won't stop.
The two sides battle.
As the heart sinks in.
And the roots dig in.

I'll rhyme when I want.
Some times the words will flow.
I'll rhyme when I want.
I'll go when I'll go.
I'll rhyme when I want.
And be elegant when I choose.
I'll rhyme when I want.
And I'll occasionally hear some boo's
I'll rhyme when I want.
Because I simply can.
I'll rhyme when I want.
Not thinking of a fan.
I'll rhyme when I want.
And express the situation.
I'll rhyme when I want.
When I feel the motivation.

I saw you Sunday morning.
You were dressed in white.
You blended with the rest in color.
But you also stood out so bright
I sat right in front of you.
Not by choice.
And I saw you look in my direction.
I was in the corner of your eye.
I knew you were uncomfortable.
I do know you pretty well.
We dated for a year, you know
And we had so much fun
But I left and soon after said we're done
I regret it so much now you see
I honestly wish none of this could be
Can we go back to that time
When you were all mine?

I don't want to desire you in any way shape or form.

I don't want to desire you; you always cause a storm.

I don't want to desire you; you're a heart breaker at best.

I don't want to desire you:  with you I'm never at rest.

I don't want to desire you so please leave my thoughts and don't waste my time.

I don't want to desire you; you'll just cause a crime.