ये दौलत-ओ-शोहरत भला किस काम की मेरे,
कुछ देना ही है तो
अपने सुर्ख़ लबों की मेरे होंठो पे एक निशानी दे दो..

ये ताज-ओ-हरम की भला क्या मुझको जरूरत,
कुछ देना ही है तो
बिखरी ज़ुल्फ़ों के साये में लिपटी एक शाम दे दो..

ये दीन-ओ-ईमान की अहमियत भला मैं क्या जानूँ,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनके गोरे हाँथो पे रची मेहँदी में मेरा नाम दे दो...

ये इत्र-ओ-शबाब का हुनर भला मैं क्या जानूँ,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनके मखमली ज़िस्म की खुशबू में तर हमाम दे दो..

ये आराइश-ओ-रानाइयों का भला मैं लिहाज़ क्यों करूँ,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनके बाहोँ की नक्काशी में मुझे आराम दे दो...

ये रौब-ओ-रुआब की क़ीमत भला मैं क्या जानूँ,
कुछ देना ही है तो
हर रोज उनसे मुलाकात का मुझको एहतराम दे दो.

ये शोख़ी-ओ-शबनम से भला क्या वास्ता मेरा,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनकी हसरत में मेरी चाहत का एक अरमान दे दो..

ये इल्म-ओ-हुनर से भला क्या इत्तिफ़ाक मेरा,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनकी चेहरे पे मुझे सोचकर एक इब्तिसाम दे दो...

ये गुल-ओ-बहार की भला क्या आरजू मुझको,
कुछ देना ही है तो
उनकी साँसों में मेरी साँसों को एक नया आयाम दे दो...

I fell in love with you.
The time before I knew you feels oddly incomplete
Like the universe has been conspiring
My every step so that I would take the paths leading to you.
I think I knew my entire life
That one day that I would be by your side
Laughing, smiling and inevitably falling.
I knew because you were the one in my dreams. I realize now that
You were the reason why my bones kept tingling and wouldn't settle.

I want you to know that boys like me
Are cautious and afraid to fall in love for the first time.
Boys like me are calculative and hesitant
Because we are too afraid to pay for our mistakes;
We were taught that we are only made of our successes
And that every failure will become a hidden scar 
We must be careful to never repeat.
But you came and made me reckless;
I made my decisions blindly and allowed myself 
To forget about everything else in the world except you.
I’d trip racing to fall asleep each night just to see you the next day,
All I’d eat was your attention to feed the butterflies in my stomach,
And all I could see were the moments we had and the future we could write.
And even when the scars became so many 
That they could no longer be hidden under my clothes
I kept falling deeper and deeper in love you with.
I decided that the pain wasn’t at all bad,
That the wounds were worth every moment of your friendship.

I am envious of the me in another world who was led to you
And who is free to keep loving you, but
It gives me a grain of comfort knowing that somewhere else
You and I are happily listening to our favorite songs 
On a rainy Thursday evening, happily and forever in love.
But in this world, it will only be me who falls
So painfully and deeply and foolishly and madly
And beautifully
.

In love w
ith you.
"The First" and the end of the first.

. . ~ Ankit Dubey | ©

When I say you,  I am sleepy.
Then you just try to leave me alone so that I can sleep well.
But actually that silence hurts me more that creates more ease in my heart, and then I do never sleep.
Baby,
When will you understand me ?
Whrn will you come to know what I actually want ?
Have you ever tried to feel that why I again n again say to you that m sleepy.
Wheather if I want to sleep inly without you in loneliness n quietness then I simply can say , please go I want to sleep.
But the fact is it that I want you to be with me.
Beacuse with you I do not remains a simple person. I just become someone else, someone special actualy someone very special.
I know you love me alot. And no one can love me like you.
But please baby understand what I want.

Baby I simply want to say-"  when I say you, i am sleepy. It doesent mean that I want you to go away n leave me alone.
That particular time I actually want you to lay down with me and hug me as tight as u can, so that I can sleep without any fear. Because I know that my world is with me."
And  when you are with me then it feels like-
I and you are for each other for always.
We are different than others.
We are the lovers the true ones.
I feel like I am in the heaven.
It make me feel safe.
I love u. N I want you to love me .
Butore than that it is important that we should understand each others feeling. We should understand what other want from me.
It will make us together forever. You are my angel n always you will be.

I love you

जैसे भर देती है
पतझड़ के बाद
सुखी टहनियों में
फुहारें नयी उमंग,
मेरे जीवन की
वही बारिश हो तुम..

जैसे साध लेती है
सुर गिरने के बाद
तान, कोई मीठी धुन
मेरे जीवन की
वही सरगम हो तुम..

जैसे लौट आने पर
भँवरों के
फ़ूलों में उमड़ता है
बेहिसाब मकरन्द,
मेरे जीवन की
वही सुगन्ध हो तुम.

जैसे जिन्दगी
बढ़ जाती है
घरौंदों की
शाम होते ही
परिन्दों के लौट
आने के बाद,
मेरे जीवन की
वही हक़ीक़त हो तुम..

जैसे खिल जाती है
कलियाँ
भोर की पहली
किरण की छुअन भर से,
मेरे जीवन की
वही ज़रूरत हो तुम..

जैसे रेगिस्तान की
तपती दोपहर को
मिल गया हो
किसी नदी का सहारा,
मेरे जीवन का
वही किनारा हो तुम..

जैसे अंधेरी
शामों को
चाँद की
गैर मौजूदगी में
रौशन कर रहे हों
जुगनू तमाम ,
मेरे जीवन का
वही चिराग़ हो तुम.

जैसे बसन्त की
एक बून्द
बुझा देती है
पपीहों की
उम्र भर की तिश्नगी
मेरे जीवन की
वही ओस हो तुम.

जैसे बना देते हैं
विशाल नदी
मिलकर छोटे-छोटे से
झरने तमाम,
मेरे जीवन की
वही धारा हो तुम.

It's never easy to give up on a person you have invested so much of your time and emotions on. It almost feels like a sacred oath, in your own heart and soul. Whenever we are on the verge of giving up, that one moment of weakness in our heart makes us stay and suffer, more. You win so many night battles of You vs You, the battles in which you decide that enough is enough. But the very next morning, every time, you just feel breathless with your own decision and you go back to what breaks you, daily.

It all sounds familiar, doesn't it? You must have gone through it too, at one point in your life, at least. People treat you the way you allow them to. If you tell them that you want them, very badly, then they will note it down, somewhere in their shrewd little brain. So, the next time they treat you like **** and you complain, they will know that you are just barking around and will be back to them. You see, you gave them a license to treat you like ****. Come back to them, weak, once, and they will make your more miserable and weak, every single time.

Am I calling such people bad humans? No, I am just calling them humans, and humans are like that. They start taking people for granted. They don't value the thing that is always ready to be there at their feet. They start behaving as if they are doing a favor on you by just allowing you a space in their life. The things which they could not have done to you in the starting, now they do such things as normal. And you know how it becomes normal? Because you allow them to hurt you and stay. Because you don't walk away. You cling on to them, like a homeless poor puppy on the road. Yes, my dear friend, it's your fault.

The only solution is to walk away, hurt, broken, and wiser. You need to realize that things won't change. A person won't be hit by a guilt-lightning and start valuing you, one fine day. The choice is between staying there to be treated like **** and walking away to find your peace. And mind you, it's a hard choice, very tough one. You will feel lost and dead, for some time. Every night you would feel like going back, saying sorry for their fault. You will be miserable for some time, but there is just too much life ahead of you to not live some days as half-dead.

So, am I asking everyone to breakup and move on after a fight or two? No, fights happen. But nobody, no-*******-body, who loves you will make you cry for more than a day. Nobody who cares about you will let you rot in your own hell-in-head for a silly fight. That is not love, my friend. Love is when the other person understands and feels your pain. If they are making you suffer, daily, then walk away from them. They are wrong people. That is wrong love. You have a self-respect. You deserve better.

You get only one life. And that life belongs to you, first. Just because you thought it was perfect and just because you gave everything in that relationship, it doesn't mean it was good for you. Please, think. Please, accept. Please, take action. Please, live. And yes, love happens again. Don't worry. All that "love happens only once" is a ****** crap. And it can be more beautiful than your "perfect". All you need is one better person.

You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first,
I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me For a moment in time.
And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.
I love u

when you will understand the language of love then you will also understand the pain we get  in love .
When you will feel the pain then surely you will try to cure it.
N for cure you wil need medicine.
N do you know that medicine is also the thing which started all this.
   when you reject the love of any true person n you fall in love with any wrong one,  you feel very spcial.
But when that wring person leaves he decieves u then you come to the right decision n den you search for the right person.
N you know sometimes you get the right one but sometimes you may never b able to find dat right ine.
Because thale person may have left the world just bcs you rejected him or you accepted wat was no good for uou.

you are not only you,
the miracle is that you are me,
n i am not only me,
i am also in you,
the world is eternal,
but for me it is in you,
you are not only you
i am also in you.....
they are happy,
but i am not without you,
they want to live,
but i can not even think without you,
the destiny provides chances to everyone,
but i think my love,
that my destiny is only you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.....
they say they mean,
the world is beautiful,
they think they feel,
the love is beautiful,
i dont care about the world,
i dont think of love,
my only thinking is,
that my world is in you,
my love is you,
nothing is beautiful,
as much as you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you......
the ultimate gift of god,
for me is only you,
in the creation of god,
when the bud becomes a flower,
when earth takes a shower,
the fishes sweems in water,
and the birds swinngs in air,
it is not possible,
till when there are not you,
this world is beautiful,
because there are you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.......
my heart is not for me,
it is to feel you,
my eyes are not for me,
they are only to see you,
you are my sweetheart,
my everything is only you,
baby be mine for always,
i can not stay here without you,
the glory is in you,
my victory is you,
you are made for me,
my love please make me yours,
i am made for you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you

It's perfect, and touches me deep First thing in the morning,
when I hear you speak And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean
And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away I think of you always,
imagine your touch Think how to show you,
I love you so much So when we're apart, and you long for me near Just try to remember,
you're already here For deep in my heart,
where no one can see You'll be forever, together we'll be.
I love u

A Wish I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see",
I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
- I love u

बेक़रारी बढ़ने
लगी है आज कल,
नींदों से दुश्वारी सी
रहने लगी है आज कल...

समझ आता नहीँ
कि क्या दर्द है मेरा,
बस उज़्र में बदहाली सी
रहने लगी है आज कल..

वो पूछ ते ही नहीँ
हमसे हमारा हाल कभी,
मुझमें उनकी ही
फ़िकरदारी रहने लगी है आज कल..

ज़रा सा उन्हें भी
मालूम होता हाल-ए-दिल,
क्यों सिर्फ मेरे ही दिल में
बेख्याली रहने लगी है आज कल..

वो सोचते भी नहीँ
ख़ामोश रातोँ में मेरा अक्स,
और मेरी रातोँ में
उनकी ही ख़ुमारी रहती है आज कल..

कब तलक यूँ
गुजारूँगा शाम तन्हा ही,
फ़लक तक उनकी ही
रंगदारी रहती है आज कल...

वो घबराते हैँ
मेरा ज़िक्र जुबाँ पे लाते हुये,
मेरी जुबाँ पे उनकी ही
नामदारी रहती है आज कल...

फर्क पड़ता नहीँ उन्हेँ
नामौजूदगी से मेरी,
मेरी प्यास में उनकी ही
तलबगारी रहने लगी है आज कल..

वो तो छोड़ देते हैं
अपनी ज़ुल्फ़ों को आवारा,
उसी फ़िक्र में मेरी
पहरेदारी रहने लगी है आज कल...

रूठे रहते हैँ हमसे
हमको आते नहीँ नजऱ,
रख दहलीज़ पे टकटकी
नज़रों में गमगुसारी
रहने लगी है आज कल.....!!!!!!

न ज़िक्र,
न गुफ़्तगू
न दीदार ही होता है,

तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

हम ही तड़पते हैं
रात-दिन तेरे लिये,
या फिर तेरा भी
दिल बेक़रार होता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तुम तो
सो जाते हो सुकूँ से,
और मेरी आँखों में
तेरा इन्तजार होता है,
तुम ही कहो आखिर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

न तलब - न तिश्नगी
तुमको मालूम होती है कोई,
और मेरी रूह पे
हर पल तेरा खुमार होता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तुम तो रहते हो
मशगूल हर वक़्त ग़ैरों में,
दिल मेरा हर लम्हा
तेरे लिये निसार होता है,
तुम ही कहो आखिर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तुम्हेँ मालूम नहीँ
हाल-ए-दिल मेरा,
और मेरा कल्ब
तेरी एक ख़बर को
खाकसार होता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तुम तो बैठे हो
रक़ीबों की
बज़्म में बन के ग़ज़ल,
और मेरा मन
तेरी आवाज़ को तरसता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तुम न समझोगे
बन्दगी साँसों की मेरी,
और मेरी धड़कन पे
तेरी चाहत का शोर पलता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है.

तुम भुला दोगे
हमें अगले ही पल
ये मालूम है हमको,
मग़र मेरी साँसों पे
बस तेरी
यादों का जोर चलता है,
तुम ही कहो आख़िर
ऐसे भी कहीँ प्यार होता है..

तमाम जुगनू चराग़ हो गये हैँ,
नींदों के मायने जबसे आप हो गये हैँ..

कुफ़्र सारे बेहिसाब हो गये हैँ,
आँखों के दरमियाँ जबसे आप हो गये हैँ..

रह-रह के कौंधती है मुझपे बिजलियाँ,
आसमाँ से ऊँचे मेरे ख़्वाब हो गये हैँ...

फबती नहीँ  रानाइयाँ मुझे शहर की,
रूह की परस्तिश में जबसे आप हो गये हैँ...

आयतें न आरजू कोई करता हूँ मैं ख़ुदा से,
कि इश्क़ में मेरे ख़ुदा भी आप हो गये हैँ..

फ़िक्र-ओ-फ़िगार मेरे लापता हैँ सारे,
तेरे नाम से हम जबसे बदनाम हो गये हैँ..

किसको-किसको न नकार डालूँ मैं,
जबसे हम तेरी बन्दगी को बेताब हो गये हैँ.

न शौक़ परिन्दों सी उड़ानों का रह गया मुझको,
जब से दायरे तेरी बाहोँ के गिरदाब हो गये हैँ.

बन्दगी ख़ुदा की बे-दार सी लगती है मुझे,
हसीं इश्क़ के मायने जबसे आप हो गये हैँ.

ख़ता मेरी ही है कि वो गैर हो गये,
कल तक जो आज थे वो बीता दौर हो गये

कैसे भूल जाऊँ तमाम पल वो क़ुरबत के,
वो रूठना - मनाना और शाद फुरकत के

हया की शोखियाँ उनके लबों पे कैसे आती थीँ,
शाम रँगीनियाँ लेके उनके शोख चेहरे से जाती थीँ

तारीफ़ ये कि उन्हेँ भी हमसे चाहत थी,
इश्क़ में उनके बेशुमार इफ़्फ़त थी

बला की सुर्खियाँ लबों पे ख़ुदा ने बख़्शी थी
ज़ुल्फ़ जैसे शब ने घनेरी चादरें ओढ़ रखी थी

उनकी अदाओं में अजब सी एक तल्ख़ी थी
नूर-ऐ-गुल में महज उनकी एक झलकी थी

जब वो छूते थे लबों से मेरी हथेली को
लगे कि रूह मिल रही किसी सहेली को

वो आती थी बारिशें सँग लेकर
घुल जाती थी मुझमें बस मेरी होकर

मैंने कभी वो इश्क़ न समझ पाया
न जाने कैसे वो चाहत मैं कहीँ खो आया

I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as magic lovebirds, or slide round Saturn’s rings, And should we tire of drifting and the stars all floating by, We’ll hook onto a meteor and soar across the sky. Will you consent to be my mate on our celestial ship? I’m ready, heart all packed with love, to last us for the trip, Take my hand and step aboard, we’re heading for the sun, We’re flying till we find the place where our two souls are one.
I love u...