"I don't love him anymore. "
I say trying to convince them,
but thinking that I am only trying to convince myself.

The flames are haunting my soul
Trying to catch me as I run
Run away from the horror that is my life
The terrible life I've been living
These mistakes I once made
Were never forgivin
As they eat me alive everyday
Guilt runs throught my body like blood
With too many emotions to cope with
I don't know how to control things
I just hide it all with a smile

I've lost my way once again
Just reached another dead end
No right
No left
No signals ahead
To show me where to go

There is never a clear path
To my destiny
For the rest of me
No one is here by my side
To show me the way

So I stand here all alone
Waiting for eternity
Until a trail apears
A trail for me to walk on
Walk on alone

I ask of you.
I call of you.
I plead at every foot.

Unspoken truths.
Unheard youths.
Buried in piles of soot.

Hidden smiles.
Forgotten days.
Drifting slowly away.

And I wonder,
do you even remember any of these days?

I missed you once.
But never again.
I hate to feel the pain.

So, take my tears
and take my sobs.
To relieve these dreadful chains.

Don't hold me back.
I'll set you free.
Trying to move on.

But I realized.
Oh, I realized.
That every chance is gone.

The words that come out of your mouth
strangle me by the neck,
push me against the wall and pull me towards you.
The fire in your eyes,
takes my breath away
Yet, burns me every time
The way you hold me,
it feels so right.
Yet, I feel like I've so easily fallen for your trap.
Has it always been this hard?
This hard to hold you close?
This hard to show you that I love you the most?
And while we lay here under the stars,
I wanna see if you finally know
*"Darling, i'm not your foe."

We all come to a point where we just have to give up.
We have to accept the truth and forget the past.
Knowing things we would never want to know,
and thinking that everything is over.
Whatever was there will never come back.
Your grasp has been loosened over time,
and the harsh truth is now coming.
You must face it, no matter what.
Through all of this, there is something you must know;
It may get better and it may never, but just fall into another world and seek another happiness.
It may take forever, but don't let go.
Don't let go of another chance to be happy.

Tear drops fell onto the rigged pages.
I caress each one carefully.
Remembering everything these pages used to hold.
My happiness, my joy, my everything,my world.
You.
Memories flood back like blood.
My heart pounds fast at the thought of you.
My love for you is everlasting.
Never ending.
These pages I hold before me make me remember things I've always wanted.
Things I wanted then, things I want tomorrow, things I want today.
You will never leave my mind, no matter what they say.
Please, come back.
So I can fill these pages once again.
Fill them with everything I've ever wanted.

I wander in your dangerous eyes.
That linger in her's, never in mine.
I look for you, day and night.
But, you just can't find the time.
The time to see I made a mistake.
It might be for my own sake.
Regrets flow through me everyday.
That make my life so dull and gray.
I wish I could go back in time.
To the time, where we were not a crime.