"I don't love him anymore. "
I say trying to convince them,
but thinking that I am only trying to convince myself.

I ask of you.
I call of you.
I plead at every foot.

Unspoken truths.
Unheard youths.
Buried in piles of soot.

Hidden smiles.
Forgotten days.
Drifting slowly away.

And I wonder,
do you even remember any of these days?

I missed you once.
But never again.
I hate to feel the pain.

So, take my tears
and take my sobs.
To relieve these dreadful chains.

Don't hold me back.
I'll set you free.
Trying to move on.

But I realized.
Oh, I realized.
That every chance is gone.

We all come to a point where we just have to give up.
We have to accept the truth and forget the past.
Knowing things we would never want to know,
and thinking that everything is over.
Whatever was there will never come back.
Your grasp has been loosened over time,
and the harsh truth is now coming.
You must face it, no matter what.
Through all of this, there is something you must know;
It may get better and it may never, but just fall into another world and seek another happiness.
It may take forever, but don't let go.
Don't let go of another chance to be happy.

The words that come out of your mouth
strangle me by the neck,
push me against the wall and pull me towards you.
The fire in your eyes,
takes my breath away
Yet, burns me every time
The way you hold me,
it feels so right.
Yet, I feel like I've so easily fallen for your trap.
Has it always been this hard?
This hard to hold you close?
This hard to show you that I love you the most?
And while we lay here under the stars,
I wanna see if you finally know
*"Darling, i'm not your foe."

Tear drops fell onto the rigged pages.
I caress each one carefully.
Remembering everything these pages used to hold.
My happiness, my joy, my everything,my world.
You.
Memories flood back like blood.
My heart pounds fast at the thought of you.
My love for you is everlasting.
Never ending.
These pages I hold before me make me remember things I've always wanted.
Things I wanted then, things I want tomorrow, things I want today.
You will never leave my mind, no matter what they say.
Please, come back.
So I can fill these pages once again.
Fill them with everything I've ever wanted.