and when I do, I shake.
of me and I
continue to let my heart quake.
what I do when I worry about you
is search your name
any medium that
displays your attendance
in indulging in anything else that isn't me.
what are you sharing?
what is on your mind?
who is on your mind
if it isn't me?
does the video you just shared help you make sense of me?
I want to know
and so I search.
quickly moving, borderline trembling
as my sensitivity to you heightens.
read, comprehend, sense, indulge
in hope that
write, describe, illustrate, get
— The End —