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I am a teddy bear
viewing the world with black eyes.
You trust me with your heart,
your innermost desires.
My lips are sewn;
never will I betray you.
Protect me with your love.
2009
You'll never find another girl like me,
I don't get how you can't see.
Don't come back to me and cry,
it's way to late to even try.
I kept my love away,
in a secret place,
I got the chills and giggles when I saw your face.
Every song I hear, I think of you,
and how hearing them, makes me blue.
I talked to you more than anyone else,
I surrounded my self in you're care.
But now, I cant explain the tear,
the tear you left in my heart,
the things that tore us apart.
The times we shared together,
the mixed laughs we had,
the tears we use to shed,
us wishing we were together in bed.
The late nights of fighting,
The "I miss you's" we kept reciting.
The last time I hugged you,
and we said goodbye,
who knew that would be the last hug,
and the last time we shared,
the last laugh we had,
the nevermore tears,
the nonexistent wishing,
the changes has all happened so fast,
baby, I wanted this to last.
You may never be mine again,
you may never be the same,
but wherever you end up,
wherever decision you make,
please be careful for my sake.
and for as long as if live,
I will support you forever,
even if we aren't together.
Marry was a girl with an untold story,
her life was filled with nothing but gory.
each slashing she received got worse and worse,
but she did what she was told after it was rehearsed.
Within in ever hit, she could feel herself slowly dying,
she asked god, what was the use of trying.
Months and months of this flew by,
and yet she was still asking god why.
People at school wandered what was wrong,
But she had to resist and stay strong.
She has always felt like an outcast,
she's been very lonely ever since her dad past.
When she got home, things became scary again.
Her life was a joke, why was she there,
what is there to life when you're always scared.
Soon a year past, and she was becoming depressed,
she prayed every night that she could just die before the rest.
On November 1st, it was not hard to remember,
she began writing a letter.
Her suicide note wasn't a surprise,
but yet I couldn't help but to begin to cry.
I know she spent years un happy,
I know she was only eleven,
but now at least she's free
and is a beautiful angel in heaven.
 Nov 2013 Andy KittySmasher
Leone
I have a hole inside my heart
A hole that's shaped like you
A hole so big I feel it ache
Every time I move

At first I didn't notice
I thought my heart was strong
I figured I was happy
Even though you were long gone

Physically I felt okay
Though my soul was torn apart
I pretended everything was fine
And I even played the part

I lived my life from day to day
In a cheerful, up beat manner
I was caught up in a world of firsts
And got lost in all the glamour

But as soon as I got home again
My heart began to crumble
Slowly it got worse and worse
So bad it made me stumble

Stumble over every thought that drove us both away
I wondered if I'd ever feel
Or love again someday

So now I live looking for a piece that will fit inside the hole
Anything that will complete my hollow little soul

Ideally you would mend me
By coming home to stay
But fantasies are empty dreams that keep despair at bay

I know that you are happy now
And I'm just a distant thought
The only thing I do regret is that I never fought

If you ever think of me
Remember that I tried
To give you all the love and joy
That a woman can provide

I loved you then
I love you now
And tomorrow is uncertain
The hole might grow or disappear but you will never be forgotten
I want to create something beautiful that if I went into a coma and woke up not remembering a single thing I could look at what I've created and see beauty.
He left on Sunday and left her there
she trusted him and felt deep sorrow
As he told her "I will see you tomorrow"
For the long day, his lips felt open,
so he kissed a girl, and received no token.
She was so ***** and so poor,
his lips almost should feel swore.
On Monday she soon found out,
and her heart filled with despair.
She had 3 kids, but at the time,
she could hardly care.
Her world has end, her heart was broken,
all because her man had finally spoken.
He knew what he wanted, and it wasn't her,
she finally knew, that he's been cheating,
she has believed the lies that he has been feeding.
She was confused and felt very used.
Her kids were upset, and she was heavily crying,
her kids refused to leave and she wanted to keep trying,
she tried to forget it, she really did,
but its hard to forget something that was already done.
She had one son, that looked up to his father,
had one daughter who loved him like he was the only man in the world,
Its too late now for the mother, the feelings were cold,
for all this one kiss, and for all the times they shared,
there was no way, now how, that she could ever once more care.
 Nov 2013 Andy KittySmasher
Lizzy
Red
It's ironic
How beautiful it is
The way it flows in a thin line
Drops of pain and sorrow
That puddle up on your bathroom floor
Drained
No longer a part of you
You start to think
*"Maybe if enough is lost
The pain will go away."
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