It used to be the little things that I hated
Whenever I used to watch “God” smile at me from the front door
I forgot about the thin spaces in the yard that I could hide
And then I woke up. . .
Falling through the air looked easier when I was asleep
But now the words that I search for are far more hollow than I ever dreamed
Maybe a good dream could place itself in my writing instead of going away
Like the memories of the ghost I loved
She can’t hear me anymore
My dreams are stained with blood and gold
The good thing is once I’m old I’ll just stay broken
Instead of burning alive and feeling alright about how loud I scream at night
Do the lies inside his body cover up the moon that you and I once howled to?
When we felt so alive and slowly made a change in our memories
I just hope that in the times that you’re alone,
You will maybe wish upon the stars to stop completely like the trees of our yesterday
Today I’ll scream at the ground outside
People seven miles away would be able to hear my wicked thoughts
If I could just kiss your hands once more I’d lose my breathe once more
But I’d better wait and see before I believe that I could try living a few days without me and you
I’m sure that their cold faces will say okay in one holy moment tonight
Maybe they will hold enough room for the truth that would come closed up so tight
Until an angel could come out of the water and takes the strangeness away so quiet
Let me complete the silence so I can feel your new sense of love upon my rough skin
Out there in the slow house the story could **** the darkness of the old town
The sick lonely blue rain lives only once to save the song I once sang
****, I guess the green secret came and helped me carry along alright in my life
And then the blood red stain stood upon the white blank page and closed down all of the searching for you that I've done
So let me please scream aloud
So that maybe I will touch those lost souls with my deep voice
In a way that you would be so sorry that you couldn't have reached me first
Now my brain can begin its wicked ways of passing smoke through the city
But just enough that it takes a hold of the space that runs grey strands of hate through the dirt
Please understand this isn't what's shutting down ones broken army
It’s the eyes that run across this earth and fear the horrendous storm that meets our city in the morning
Girl, I know that pain comes with beauty
But just try and continue to live past the mean handed strangers in the mucky **** of it all.
Listen to the sound of the buildings falling down around the unseen disaster
You’ll be pulling strands of your hair out because the truth will burn down the doors
You once opened when your father was still here
And yet, the waves have taken another page out of tomorrow
When you reach out for an opening, the demons will offer an eternal hello
While all the best will get clouds for the minutes when they shared a breath for the forgotten
All of the questions that these ******* humans have about my poems
Make me understand why those people are so wrong in their parting with the black sea
It starts to put feet into the holes along the path finally chosen for its sweet song sang
When I start to care again is when I will be standing high upon the mountain
With my spirit fully awake and my sight just waiting to see the lights that lead me there
And in turn my bones will be given to the wind and I’ll read the book of heaven’s secrets
And all of the demons that tried to follow me there will drown in the lines they drew to try and cover my happiness.
Finally the walls of hell will be stripped from the silence that began with the message from the lying bleeding vision that we all drank down with such comfort and ease
You knew when to turn and walk away, but you didn't and now the walls of hell are naked
Because of all the nights you spent breathing the hours away, but not asleep.
While you lied awake you couldn't help but think of a land where beautiful scenes shined with such radiant sunlight and allowed the fears of this country to drift into the streaming skies and the meaning of all the years spent smelling the dying leaves brought tears to your eyes, but you still can’t sleep.
Meet the true, imperfect writer with fingers that are getting old and bones that are falling out of order
I figured the moment to pass this dark figure would probably happen on a beach
Where the clock couldn't explain the feelings it’s kept near the broken picture on the wall
And the way I always felt underneath its stained glass would certainly put gold into the pages of this unfinished book and then hopefully onto the streets of this brand new mirror
Step don’t sink into the unknown
Don’t wave goodbye and let time pass and be a waste
Into the infinite grand opening of the birth in the foggy woods
We are miles away from the summer now
So don’t get locked up in the *******!
Use the new methods you've learned to demonstrate the new form of closing your soft lips
Use them and then throw them back into their ****** hands
Try and pull the star away fast without trying to thank them for trying so fast
The answer may be to severe to think upon now
So try and remain calm when the simple plan gets burned on the ever changing shoreline
Thank the waves for not knowing the answer but praise God when he creeps in with an obvious sign
Instead of speaking of pretty places,
Try walking through the universe to seek comfort from these stretched out speeches.
You are barely lifting a finger to mark the piece of a colorful gift that a strong yet strange reason gave to you.
This one was a strange one to write. It changes about as much as the human mind can when trying to process thoughts, yet stays along the same weary subject.
I started out by taking a group of about three-hundred random words and then did my best at filling in the blanks. You should try it sometime, it's good for you.