I always knew that love would come find me someday
but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise
but you simply captivated me.
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.
For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God made everything beautiful, precious and new
just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

I was once left and get hurt.
Promised me something, but got broken.
Now you're being rude.
Not talking to me.
I'm here, always here.
Waiting for you to message me.
So sad to think that it seems we don't know each other.
You told me to be happy.
But how can I be happy if we're like this?

I am waiting for you to look my way
Because I've wanted you to notice I exist
I'am waiting for you cause I know you'll
Come back.
Please come back,
I'm waiting.

What if one day I left,
Gone and no where to find,
Would you cry for me?
Would you be happy that I'm gone?

Because I'm tired, so tired.
Me being me, because being me is what you hate,
Its what stresses you, and,
Its what you don't need in your life.

No amount of accomplishments can change your way of seeing me this way.
Sad it may seem.
I can't change what you think of me.
Trust me, I tried. I tried so hard.

Happiness is a state of mind;
It sparkles when the world is kind.
But sometimes sorrow enters in,
And spoils the joys that are within.
Each of us has his day
When all the world looks dark and gray;
But when we know that God’s about.
We’ll have no more fear or doubt.
Happiness can be a little thing
That makes us glad and want to sing;
It can come in mighty form,
To keep our life forever warm.

It's crazy how you once called me baby
crazy how everything has gone hazy
And crazy how I can't breath without shaking

It's funny how you once said you loved me
Funny how everything is hanging by a tee
And funny how I can't shake this wanton feeling to just be

Everyone has a fatal flaw.
The thing that makes others begin to hate them.
Ruins many of their relationships.
Ruins their feelings,
Or the way they interact.
They interfere with everything.
I have one.
Maybe even two.
I push everyone away.
I never shut up about how terrible my life is.
I don't know how to fix these problems.
But everyone has one.
I'm sorry.
Really.
I do not know how to change.
This is who I am.
Flaws and all.

I tried so hard. I tried my best.
I gave you my all, and now there's nothing left.
You stole my heart, then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart, and don't know what to do.
Blinded by fear, drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free, looking for a way out.

I will always remember to forget the things that made me sad,
But I will never forget to remember the things that made me glad.
I will always remember those friends that have stuck by me.
Now, I will find my true happiness.

I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you're the one thing I want the most but can't have.
I wish I were strong enough to say no to you
I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I want to hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmare to be over
I wish I could make things they were before you
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change you
I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for me
I hate that I gave you something I can never have back
I hate that I wasted it with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm tired of wanting something I can't have
I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren't my fault
Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me,
for breaking me,
for not loving me

She's  flirting with a boy
for the sole reason
that she is desperately lonely
and she want the attention
that he is so willing to give her
she's flirting with a boy
because it makes her feel wanted
and that is a feeling
that you forgot to give her
long ago
she's flirting with a boy
and she think he'll break his heart
not because she want to
but because you do not want her.

I might yell at you at times. I might get jealous. I have erratic mood swings. I am utterly stubborn. But I know you can handle me at my worst and I will probably listen to you. I promise you that if I give you my heart it will stay with you forever. I'll never cheat on you and be utterly honest. I'll be always holding your hand through good and bad times in our life. I'll love you with all my heart and soul. I will be faithful to you I'll do anything I can to hold our relationship together till eternity. Promise me that you will never ever leave me alone.

I want you to know
something I'm trying to hide
the way that I love you
is stuck bottled up inside.

I want to tell you
exactly how I feel
and that my feelings
are completely real.

I want to tell you
that I truly do
love you with all that I am
this is the truth.

I hide this feeling
only because I know
you don't feel the same
and I can't let you go.

I don't tell you this
for many reasons
but mainly because
my friendship with you
is too important
to ruin by three words.
I love you!

So I guess it’s time, the time to moving on
Stop the tears, carry on, and appreciate the love we had
All we have to do is accept the fact
Now I know you know I have someone new
And I know this time I have to make this right
Can’t live my shadow in the past, so I had to move on
And I know I wont make this right if I won’t move on

Even though you weren't half true
I saw something in you
That made me to want to stay.
They are a part of you, those scars,
No denying that, how can there be?
You are not alone though, never alone,
and there is no shame, not one iota.
Any who judge you, find you lacking,
Are not worthy of your time, nope!
They will never understand; never!
Just accepting it that it happens,
Just like it might rain tomorrow.
Accept yourself and learn, love,
Find ways to cope, to push through,
Know that you are all right, yes?
They are a part of you, those scars,
No denying that, how can there be?

You asked me why I like you
But I didn’t want to tell
Some of my reasons are cheesy...
But here is why I fell

I love the way your lips curve
When I make you smile
It makes me want to pull you close
And kiss you for awhile

I love the way your eyes twinkle
When you talk about things you love
I truely believe
You are a gift from above

I love that you are compassionate
You have such a big heart
That was the first thing I noticed
Right from the start

I love the way it feels
When you hold me tight
I finally feel safe
Like I could sleep through the night

I love that you don’t judge me
For my less than perfect self
That is more attractive
Than any amount of wealth

There are so many more reasons
But I’ll start with just this few
Maybe someday
I’ll give this poem to you

I don't know why. Why am I still thinking of you. Why am I still concerned. Why I still care. Can't fall asleep thinkin' of you. When you get mad, I don't know what to do. Long ago, we're like bestfriends, so close to each other, talked everyday, no secrets, having a good time, and lots of memories. But now, I am just a "Friend" to you. A FRIEND! Hoping someday, we can go back to the way we used to be.

Accept the fact that she's gone.
Just like a bubble that have gone so fast.
Accept the fact that you can't have her.
Just like those things we cannot have.

She's gone, you're gone.
We cannot be longer be friends-friends.
Look what have you done.
It hurts a lot.
But what can I do.
I should respect your decision,
And ******* accept it!

Secret Passions
Secret Desires
Hiding behind the curtain
But this is happening for certain
No one can know
No one can understand
This will be the end of us
But we still give it the just
All we have
All we can do
Every word I might say
Every Melody I might sing
They are all for you

My secret
The secret

I look into your eyes
My heart starts to race
My breathing rapidly increases
My body’s in a state
Yet …
I’m in heaven!

What is happening to me?
It feels as if I'm losing my mind
Do I take this chance at love?
Or do I run and hide?

You’re in my thoughts day and night
I’m fighting these feelings with every ounce inside
Knowing very well that I have plenty to hide

But you see right through
No wall too thick or too tall
I feel vulnerable
I feel bare

How I long for your touch
For the safe haven you provide
When you wrap your arms around me

I am falling for you
Falling hard and fast
It feels as though I’m looking at this
From one dizzy height
A mixture of excitement & fear
Whenever you are near

Here I am, take my hand
For I am fragile & scared
I’m putting all my trust in you
For I have fallen …
I have fallen for you!

My heart beats fast.
As I walk by and pass.
You stared at me.
And it melts me inside.

I don't know why.
I always feel this thing.
It gives me joy.
When I think about you.

I am too shy,
because I'm a wallflower.
And I'm afraid.
To tell that I like you.

One day you will be mine,
Dark clouds will go the sun will shine,
From God blessing will rain,
One day you will be mine.

One day you will rise,
To see this world with my eyes,
Our bond is divine,
One day you will be mine.

One day you will be mine,
I will hold you for life time,
So give me your sweetest smile,
Let me dream for a while,
My world will be like heaven,
Coz one day you will be mine.

Say forever you will be mine,
Our love will win over the test of time,
Black days will run away,
Our life will be a brighter day,
Forever I am yours,
Promise me forever you will be mine.

All I know is that I feel pain

In every part of my body

And the worst part is that

I know it won't go away

Until I stop loving you

And I vowed to never stop loving you.

I can’t even begin to describe,
The absolute joy; the warmth; the elation;
That came over me that moment,
Even if for just a moment,
That you took me by the hand.
I can’t even remember the last time
I wanted something so small to last forever.

All I’ve wanted to be is closer to you,
In every way possible.
To know your biggest dreams
And your deepest fears.
And if somehow those things
Magically lined up with mine,
Only then could I show you
How big I can smile.

But that night,
Despite
All the distractions that were,
That was the one thing that I know
I did not merely imagine
On a drunken night.

But right now, I’m okay.
Here; far away. From you.
But I have that moment;
Even if it’s only mine.
Of that one moment when our hands
Intertwined.

wishing things had never changed.


when you get what you want,



but not what you need.

And
all of the sudden I felt
really tired
Like the world had drained me
for everything that
I had.

I didn't know
why leaving
appear so attractive
to me
but then
I always
see myself
coming back
to you
over
and over
again.

I don't love you.But maybe I love the way you laugh when I say I hate you in a funny way.
I'm not gonna fall for you, but mayb I'll fall for the sacrifices you've given.

No I'm not gonna fall inlove with you, but maybe I may have fallen inlove with the way your face makes when you're concerned.
Oh I swear to God that I don't love you but I'd be lying if I say I didn't need you.

I'd wake up every morning and wish that you were infront of me making me laugh.
I'd walk you home while we're holding hands and just being happy.
But maybe I don't love you.

They say if you love someone else you'd let them be happy.
Even if you're not the reason.
You deserve to be happy. But please,
Not infront of me.

And if I had known that things would end up this way,
I might have, stayed a little longer.
Talked a little longer.
And hugged you a little tighter.
But maybe I do love you.
I just couldn't love you right.

Some people doesn't
           know the true
                                    meaning of the word

                                                                                                      WORTH.

I want to be
your vintage crooner for life
Frank Sinatra mixed with Marvin Gaye
with twenty-first century style
I'd greet you at the door with flowers
and be your chauffeur to wherever
you want to go I'll take you
there's no rush; we have forever
our life can feel like a movie
almost too good to be true
sooner or later you'll realize
I've always felt that way about you
galas and road trips
would only be enjoyable if I'm holding your hand
I think that we could see our dreams
with our own awake eyes
so come and ride away with me
and we can have the time of our lives
whether Sunday morning pancakes or a Tuesday noontime lunch
breakfast in bed or a Venice bistro will be equally fun
and if God takes us that far
I'd point to you when a kid asks what a Queen is
and someday many years from now
when we have an empty nest
we'll remember the feature film of our romance
and decide that we did it best

I love you more than the sun,
and the starts that I taught how to shine,
you are mine, and you shine for me too.
I love you yesterday, and today and tomorrow,
ill say it again and again,
I love you more...

you say you want me there, in your arms, with you
your friends they see me, of course they'll ask who
I am and i'm waiting for that day
when what you tell them is the truth
and not another one of your lies
that you seem to tell all of the time
do you not love me? why don't you want them to know?
that it's me who has your heart
but you wanna "keep us on the low"
maybe I want more than to sneak around just to see you
maybe I don't want to hide behind all these secrets
maybe I've finally found my weakness
all I know is I don't want to be a secret anymore
but whatever I guess

To everything I've ever lost,

thank you for setting me free.