Just feel like everything is going too fast and I wish that time could be a little slower or I could have a little bit more time to ponder over big decisions that I have to make someday. Maybe I'm afraid of the unknown and I tend to distract myself from it. Maybe I'm not quite ready for this. What is life.

Feels like everything's falling apart
and i don't know what else to do
except
shutting
myself
down.

Thoughts that are loud and make everything seems like a fraud shouldnt be called thoughts at all. Disguised as an angel just to manipulate our minds but they are the true devils that left us blind. Questions used as a form of distraction, revolving around our minds and we wonder why we can't find the right answers. It's all in your head, they say. Stop overthinking, it doesnt do you good, they say, but how do you stop a deadly virus from killing? Sure, we can find the cure but how long does it take before it wipes out all that is left of mankind?

Sometimes when my heart longs for you, i'll go back to the places we used to go to. It makes me feel like home,
like i belonged here, even though i was alone.