It feels as if you've taken my
Air as hostage
Keeping it from me
And hiding it somewhere secret

Im gasping for breath
And begging you
To let me Fill my lungs
with the  sweetness Of oxygen
That seems like a rare delicacy
When withheld from me
For so long

You've got me wishing
you would lean over
Place your lips on mine
And give me the breath of life

But in reality
All you're depriving me of
Is your love

Please don't force yourself
To talk to me
When you clearly do not want to
Silence would be better
Instead of hearing you
Make yourself speak to me
I'm not easily deceived
I can see
The way your words
Betray you
This conversation is to stressed

We are so good together
So loving
So sweet
You've made me carefree
And happy to be me
Your whole demeener is so tantalizing
I can't help but just stare
Whenever we're together

We've gotten so close that
no one else means to me
As much as you do now
And I cant believe I'm saying this
But I've gotten sprung
And I've fallen in love
With a boy with cute eyes
Who never leaves
With out giving me a kiss
goodbye

You make me
look forward to every tomorrow
Knowing I'll get to be in your arms once more
You wash away all my sorrows
With just flashing a smile

I feel as if I could scream and shout
To the heavens above
To thank The Lord
For giving me someone to love

But when you turned around
And left today
All while slamming the door behind
I couldnt help but feel
That nothing was alright
And think
That all this was coming to an end
Because that smirk you gave me at the end?
Was filled with so much ridicule
It made me all at once forget
Your tender touch
And your lovin care

It made it seen as if you didn't care
So please, reassure me
Tell me once more that you love me
And that it'll be alright
Since  It was just a silly fight
Because honestly
the thought of you actually leaving
Is to much for my fragile heart
And I'm not to proud to say
That with out you
The stars no longer shine
And the birds no longer sing
Because a world with out you
Seems as unfamiliar
And as ugly
As torn up pages
From a book

You hurt me
When you stare
Blankly
Back at me
Devoid of emotion
Pretending I'm not there
Because
And all I want
Is for you to tell me
What's wrong
So I could fix
The broken
And be looked at
As if I'm loved
Once again

You mold me
As if you were my sculptor
You bend me at will
And shape me to perfection
Then realize
I am the wrong
Shape and size
That I don't seem
Just right
So I am thrown in
With the scraps
As you start anew
With your fresh set of clay
And your experienced hands
Working away on
Your new creation
Until I am forgotten
Like last weeks
Paper

You make me lonely
When you stare at me with empty eyes
And recite the lines
I've heard you say over a million times
You're words have lost meaning
And I'm clutching at my heart
Hoping for you to see
You're slowly breaking me inside
I just wish you would love me
The way you would
When we were both happy
To be together