tears ; hidden in deep ponder
thoughts of the brain can make ones mind wander

destination is the surface
but a fight is always there

millions around
no one aware

truth screaming out from the inside
emotion is there, hard to subside

confusion, anger, worry, and love
pain is the outcome to all the above

depression, anxiety, regret is there too
always a reason, never something new

they hide, I hide ; something we share
what they don't know, won't cause a scare

but it does for me, I am the cause
life does this, I want to press pause

tired of the inside controlling my out
no one really knows what I think about

tears are the result of everything about me
nothing good to come from, nothing that is worthy

last night should have been placed back a couple years
the old feelings were real but with brand new tears

anxiety with shakes is how it began
digging into my skin hard as I can

fear of the power that was taking over
welcoming the pain that was felt all over

ready to leave forever I sobbed my hardest
but something stopped me it felt like your kiss

on the back of my shoulder full of love and hope
I knew I could make it, I grabbed onto the rope

you pulled me to safety and spoke some kind words
the feelings I felt now feel quite absurd

you were physically absent but emotionally there
you saved my life, you made me care

It is possible for there to be no dream
Far out, impossible and too rigid to climb is how it may seem

Full of danger, and only for the brave
The things that you dream become the memories that you save

Not a "what if" but a "when and what time"
Would be the only questions to ever come to mind

Giving up would not exist
More things would be scratched off a bucket list

If only perseverance was more than just a word
These dreams that we have wouldn't be considered absurd

They wouldn't mean anything
For a mistress to a wife

But all those complex visions we see
Would be the adventures of life