Just a lost soul
Wandering through the world

A lost soul
Without a compass to guide them home

Perhaps home is the journey to the unknown

I wish I knew you
yes you
what your voice sounds like (if you have one)
if you are sarcastic
if you're good at the whole school thing
    or maybe just dropped out and why

maybe we will meet
probably not
I wonder if you are losing yourself right now
yes you
maybe you've lost yourself and don't know it yet
maybe you'll never find out

I just want you to be okay
yes you
maybe you'll chase your dreams
maybe you'll chase the love of your life
whatever you do

please try to live the best live you can

the pain
you give
yourself
brings a
twisted relief

and you know
you shouldn't

because who in
there right mind
would do something like this, right?

but the matter of fact is
you aren't feeling right
you feel bruised
and fragile
and it's all to much
the world around you
is to ******* much

the world spins to fast
and it makes you so dizzy
that sometimes you
need to close your
eyes and catch your breath

you hear laughter of a child
a couple doors away
and the sun is
shining down on you
drinking a cup of tea
and you have someone
looking at you like you
are something
and maybe this day wouldn't be a bad day to die.