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Jay G Sep 2015
I still have my teenage dream eyes,
when the rest of me is rusting
I still see the beauty in the sunset
while the rest of me feels it's heat

I still have my teenage dream eyes
They see the love in all the other people
While the rest of me knows they're in it for themselves
My teenage dream eyes, get me into a lot of trouble

I'd like to keep them, for as long as I can though.
I
Jay G Sep 2015
Here she finally comes,
sweet, **** death
clad in black
Leg bare from her dress

Here she comes,
Red lipstick, and fire pouring
from her mouth

Here she comes,
unknown and terrifying
and then I knew

I was forever hers
Jay G Sep 2015
Today's the day of drooping cigarettes,
of foul tasting beer,
of lost love, lost souls
swimming in idealism and cynicism
forever at quarrels with one another
constantly thriving for the theology
of life
of death
of which is more powerful
Which is less stigmatized, fiery opposition
of detached humanity and blazing passionate souls
The acts of life and death
swarm with the wind as decaying beautiful fall leaves
whirls of orange, whirls of black

the contemplation of which
leaves one, pondering the existential why
rendering one, a little loose, a little mad.

The madness is all that's left
at the beginning
in the end.
Jay G Sep 2015
Migraines and tooth pains,
throat shut, mucus brained
Heart flutters, and belly rot
back pain and lung flames
I
was
not
ready
for this

Butterfly wings, Sun kissed skins
Lustful smells, Liquor and Beer
Good Smoke and Good Sleep
Rapturous Desire, The Ever Hope to Win

The Last Good Fight
I
Was
Ready
For
These
Jay G Sep 2015
I want more time
To be Whom I believe
I want more time
To see the world
To see the cultures
To see the women, and the men
Heedlessly in love

I want more time
To skydive
I want more time
To drink until I'm sober
More time, more time
to remember my childhood

I finally figured it out though,
time doesn't want me
Jay G Sep 2015
I've never been a talker
The words stay inside
I'm a writer, and this is the
only way they come out

even if it's only alright
just okay

She sat at the maple table, eyes glimmering
beneath her glasses
I wanted her, she wanted me
the flesh, the bones, the spit, and all that follows

She was telling funny stories, paused
and flashed her teeth

"Do you have any funny stories?"

no. I don't think life's funny.

And there's another one, out the door
Now Vivaldi is back on
Sweeping me to tranquility
and everything is alright
All Okay
Jay G Sep 2015
My days are grey,
portrayed by lackluster infidelities
painted by the shapes of
the women I get

I'm getting  quite misshapen
by the rolling days of tomorrow
the hands of anticipation
always trickling down my spine

For these last couple of years
bourbon spilled into my soul
As a result I'm
going down like fire in their throats

While I'm drunk from the beer,
they're drunk from the ecstasy
Brahms in the background
It doesn't take long for the crescendo

I say I care
That's why I'm good
I've given it completely to other
women before

They broke me, now I'm drunk, you're
here, and what am I supposed to do with
these tricks I've learned from someone
else before

I'll give you my filth served with diamonds on the side
if you give me your desire,
we can meet in the middle
and every once in awhile,

we'll make all this **** shine
**** it
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