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Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
Sure I have friends
I have family and all that ****
Yet I still feel alone
How is that?
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
I'm slowly dying inside
I try to be normal
Not to think about
Death or suicide
Buu' I jus' can't
I really am trying...
Buu' a person can only try so much
And eventually give in
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
Hunger is an emotion too
That **** gets too you thus controlling the way you feel
Then you finally fulfill your hunger
Then yous happy as ****!!!
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
Ignore me like I don't exist
Its cool
I don't got time to beg for a conversation
Its cool
My life can go on without you speaking to me
Its cool
Buu' don't take it personal when I decide to ignore you too
Be like me and say "Its cool"
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
He was there, never paid attention to him
We talked more often started getting feelings
But I jus' pushed them away
Now that's he's in Chicago
I realize I was foolish for not taking the oppurtunity to tell him how I feel
Now I'll never see him again...
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
You're' jus' a corspe carrying a dead soul...
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
What is a Nervous Condition?
A condition that will ingulf your life and control your every single thought. Making you feel usless and self-consious...
My nervous condition is constantly feeling inferior and that I'm worthless and a **** up...
I jus' want to be normal. Buu' these voice refuse to let me be...
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
I lay in bed
I hear whispers, I must be loosing it
Whispers become loud raving chants
They're saying...
Let the madness consume you
LET IT TAKE OVER!!!!

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