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1.0k · Jul 2015
My nervous condition
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
What is a Nervous Condition?
A condition that will ingulf your life and control your every single thought. Making you feel usless and self-consious...
My nervous condition is constantly feeling inferior and that I'm worthless and a **** up...
I jus' want to be normal. Buu' these voice refuse to let me be...
424 · Jul 2015
Its an emotion
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
Hunger is an emotion too
That **** gets too you thus controlling the way you feel
Then you finally fulfill your hunger
Then yous happy as ****!!!
384 · Aug 2015
its cool
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
Ignore me like I don't exist
Its cool
I don't got time to beg for a conversation
Its cool
My life can go on without you speaking to me
Its cool
Buu' don't take it personal when I decide to ignore you too
Be like me and say "Its cool"
343 · Jul 2015
Jus' a corspe
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
You're' jus' a corspe carrying a dead soul...
315 · Aug 2015
its sad...
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
He was there, never paid attention to him
We talked more often started getting feelings
But I jus' pushed them away
Now that's he's in Chicago
I realize I was foolish for not taking the oppurtunity to tell him how I feel
Now I'll never see him again...
290 · Aug 2015
I'm trying
Amethyst Nele Aug 2015
I'm slowly dying inside
I try to be normal
Not to think about
Death or suicide
Buu' I jus' can't
I really am trying...
Buu' a person can only try so much
And eventually give in
285 · Jul 2015
The Voices...
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
I lay in bed
I hear whispers, I must be loosing it
Whispers become loud raving chants
They're saying...
Let the madness consume you
LET IT TAKE OVER!!!!
268 · Jul 2015
alone...
Amethyst Nele Jul 2015
Sure I have friends
I have family and all that ****
Yet I still feel alone
How is that?

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