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Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
Scattered thoughts & bricks
of concentrated Otherness pile up
atop the desk. To read is to
escape. To write is to try & form
sentences; collect the puzzle
pieces, holding them each to the light,
sit & consider where they
might fit together.

Happy Sunlight
filters through the glass
& becomes Sad
in the stuffed room.
It stretches out on the floor
& waits until it is finally
time to go to bed.

A painting hangs on the wall
of a woman who is either in pain
or in rapture; there are birds
in her hair (flowing beyond her) &
they hold colored strings gently
tween their beaks: memories of lost
loves, probably, or
something that deep inside,
She will always carry with her.

The aching emptiness
of the room seeps through
the vaguely floral wallpaper
& evaporates into the air,
already heady with it.
I breathe it in, & feel it
reverberate in my lungs, my heart, my
veins, in every pore. my body arcs
in what I suppose is passion.
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
yarn ***** stringing themselves over mountains & oceans, tugging me & reminding me there are people who briefly have said my name & held onto it. It's reassuring to know other people smile that I remember them; wave at cars on busy highways. I still stop to smell the salt air. I still pause at sunrise. I still turn from the cold wind & cover my ears when she yells. Stop in the silence with me; hold my hand and read my life. I want you to have a piece of me, a snapshot of my memories. You are so different from most people. You don't have an aura, just a certain way about you. To be perfectly honest, when you found me reading on the park bench (in between admiring you from beneath my lashes) my heart melted. I wrote your number in my comic book & went home to think about you. You have something in you that made me stop in my tracks. Hold onto that. xo. Sophia.
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
I've always been accused of being greedy
& maybe I am
I've just never felt comfortable
without two things on the go
a meal I don't know how to end
seeming tunnel vision on the picturesque doe
the frolicking, seducer little fawn in my peripherals
in case I need something to tide me over
Totally just found this in my stash... I do not remember writing this, but I have a nasty habit of logging onto DA when I'm drunk, so this may be a product of such a night. Whatever. Enjoy <3
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
one time
I took it farther than expected
(fits of numbness; fury
rattles me & fingers trembling
fumble with straight edge
razors. no bullshitting around)
yeah let's be honest I liked it
when it ran down my leg
in streams so fast & flooding
foot soon an island in the
puddle spreading around.
but the relief & satisfaction
dulled & shifted to panic
when realization struck
that daddy would find me
a burden & find me more ******
than previously suspected;
panic that I'd have
to ask for help.
yes. yes. nononono
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
I'm your stupid ******* sweetheart
& I lie in bed
not falling asleep
so I think of you
in between
failing not to think about
how much I want to tear
my skin open
over &
over &
bleed
until the walls are
red for Real
and Not just
In My Head.
this isn't that good, I know.
just frustrated.
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
maybe it's just me but the thought of you lately makes me sad. your skin five shades darker than a double-double; you remind me of almonds, hazelnuts, snow and full lips. you've got this little mole about two diagonal inches up from your ****. it's the inward sigh i stifle when i tell you i love you that tells me i don't. when we're in bed, the way you look at me makes me feel like an heiress, a goddess. when you pull on your boxers i see you: a spoiled brat. the way you speak to me makes me feel like i should apologize. i guess i'm looking for someone a little less shallow; when i started sinking i realized you didn't have the depth to understand a shipwreck.
..it's really over, isn't it?

I don't wanna let go.
Amelia Jo Anne Nov 2013
four hundred new macabre tattoos
dance up & down my thigh.
my whole life made up of untruths
it's not necessarily a lie.
and maybe I love you and maybe I don't
I haven't decided yet.
and maybe I'll live and maybe I won't
I'm still trying to grow a set.
forever's forgotten when right now is too much
some things have got to change.
my lover, Yesterday, has the strangest touch
like holding fingers over a flame.
tomorrow's a sigh
today is a burden
living is but a joke.
blink fast, don't cry
nod through the sermon
shut up & light a smoke.
look at me rhyming like I'm big and stuff.
the depressed dr. seuss.
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