Did it make you feel good
to give a girl twelve years your junior
enough ******
to **** her?

Does it get you hard
when you see her
fall back,
susceptible to you?

Did it make you feel like a man
to make her blood
almost as toxic
as you?

How do you fall asleep at night?

today a little girl
not past the age of seven
told me that she wished
she was like me.

my lungs were suddenly
filled with fire
and in between the
pounding
of my heartbeat
i realized

i cannot remember
that last time
i wanted to be
like me.

i'm so sick
of hearing you
apologize.

if you
come to me
crying
begging for my forgiveness
and telling me
you're the reason
that i am
****** up
i will
punch
you
in
your
*******
face.

grow up.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I love you and I thought you knew that.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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What happened to the plans we made?

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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Your mother called me today.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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You never did your half of the dishes.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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Thank you. For everything. I mean it.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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Why would you do this to me?

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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*******. You took everything away from me! Everything!

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I'm sorry. Please come back.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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My sheets don't smell like you anymore.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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Not even drugs make me happy anymore. You took everything. I hope you know that.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I miss you so ******* much.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I love you. I do. I always will. I promise. ****.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I miss you so much.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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Your sister is shutting off this phone and I don't know what I'll be able to do if I can't call you.

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Hey, it's me. You know what to do after the beep, so do it!

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I miss you so ******* much. I visited your grave today. I can't believe I've survived fifteen days without you.

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The number you have dialed is not in service. Please check the number and dial again. Good-bye.

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I'll hear your voice again tomorrow. I love you. I'll see you soon.