A couple years go by, I never knew how fast time could fly. I continue to find myself, burring the past away in a box on my shelf.   I'm clouded by all these different thoughts my mind is overwrought.  Ideas diluted with reasoning, each one covered up by a different seasoning.  Maybe I'm better off living in a fantasy. Ok let me make believe.  So, let's play another song that goes with the melody and put it on repeat.  One song that could foretell my life and be complete.

Day by day, I wonder where I'd be.
If only I could foresee.  
If I cut my heart out with a knife.
If I did not have you in my life.
Where would the moon subside?
If you were not by my side.
Where would the sun rise?
If my life were to revise.  
Could I find peace?
Ease, without you there.
           OR
Would I be missing a piece?
Like a Breath without air.

So many questions.
Ones with no suggestions.  
So many times.
I stopped to wonder sometimes.
What would have happened if we never met?
If I put my life on reset.
Would I be happier then I am now?
If fate never intended to endow.
             OR
Would I fall to pieces from regret?
Because I have not found you yet.  

My mind keeps running away. All these thoughts I dismay. Oh sweet melody, within every touch you give me. Then I start to think, all the kisses I'd be without. Can't you see, we are too far to go back now? Too near to stop, this journey isn't over. We already defeated the impossible. Can't you see now, I'd be lost without you. You can save me from the storm and you can guide me when I lose my way. But as long as we have each other, are love they can't take away.

If a moment is all we are, then let me seize today as if tomorrow never came. I find peace, ease knowing your there. Its nice to know someone cares. Yet when the time comes, I pray you forget all the wrong I’ve done and promise to let your judgement to be fair.

With you I’m a whole. With you I’m full. However, when we are worlds apart I feel torn. Like I’m half of a whole. Like I’m empty instead of full. Divided by heavens scorn.

Your the perfect melody, that plays on repeat. Singing inside my head and the words reminding me of this sad song that fits the piece. If you could only see the real me. Would your love for me still have words or would your love for me turn?

I’ve cried a thousand tears. I’m standing now fighting all these fears. I’d trade places with the man on death roll, who bares his own cross for my gentile sins I can never depart.

So can’t you see, that you complete me. My heart bares your name. My love for you has never changed. I’m just hoping you feel the same. So when my light starts to go out, please take the time to relight a spark. For my purpose is for you to only know and me to gain. You already know I never cared about riches nor fame.

All I want is you. To be with only you. Forever in paradise. I’m willing to make the sacrifice. So change me. Into the person you knew I’d always be. Let me live today in this moment as if tomorrow will never come. Your promise to me comes undone. I’m still here waiting. Waiting for the next sign.

My love lead me into deep oceans. Let me see the warrior I’ve become. Strengthened with your armor of love. As I bring to others a new hope. As I hold up this shield of faith that can never be replaced. Only strengthened with age. Each passing year that has come and gone and each day that passes I still live on. I life deprived and struggling sings my song.

I wanna feel the flames of your love for me. I wanna burn so brights for all the world to see. I wanna be that shooting star with a secret wish and if it comes true then it was your promise to me kept.  I wanna be your butterfly transformed with wings that sore to the sky. I wanna make you mine.

You can be my bridge groom and I can be your bride. Together we’ll set ablaze this world as the fire burns deep with in our eyes. It’s no surprise. For you hold the keys to hell and when that time comes we will hear wedding bells.