I want to be cold
I like feeling strong
I’m finally bold
Although it took long

But then you come and I change
You talk to my heart
This new feeling is strange
My walls fall apart

You know the untold
You touch the untouched
You make me unfold
Stop if it’s too much

Too free to be tamed
Reckless, but sane
Let us be close
Yet not overdose.

Too bad not to fit in
Too tired of overthinking

Never felt like I’m home
Outsider doomed to be alone

Your rules are my sacrifice
Make me numb and paralyzed
I was born free in a cage
Please accept that I won’t change

Look, I’m sorry I’m not the same
Don’t worry, I’ll be okay
Let me love you from far away
Please don’t ever ask me to stay

I hoped you would feel my pain
You never listened, that’s a shame
I’m a black sheep
You don’t want me
I do love you
Though never showed it.

I’m all by myself
I’m looking for someone
For someone I am and someone I’m not

Don’t want to expect that all of a sudden
It’ll all be all right, not ******* in knots

My mind is confused
Exhausted and bruised
You are not helping
I’m almost yelping

You’re suffocating
I’m full of hatred
Just let me be me
I’m not what I seem

I don’t want to hurt you
But hey, you deserve it
You built all these walls
And it’s getting worse

Just give me my freedom
Stop acting like victim
We all gonna die
But are we alive?

Eyes like ocean
I want to drown

I should be cautious
But I'm falling down

I want your touch
I want your soul
Is that too much
If I want you all?

Tell me your story
Let me caress you
I admire your glory
And what you have gone through

Every inch of your body is pure perfection
My soul is leaning to yours for connection

Beside you it's cosy
Time running slowly
Hands intertwined
Long-sought peace of mind

I'm lost in your thoughts
I want to be yours
Don't let me down
I want to drown.