Anger and violence
My minds thinking non sense
Things going sporadic no time to catch it
Its flowing away, going straight down the bay
My mind is of nothing but a dream
Reality is no where
The nightmares of schemes
Empty thoughts with a violent rage
This beast within, it must be caged
My thoughts getting deeper deeper. gone
Now my body... nothing but a pawn

Today is a day to remember, the birthday of my best friend forever.
      With her courage her strength, to her I must thank.
For the impressions she lays, to her friends her loyalty always stays.
           shes the one in the back, but the lead of the pack.
Shes the loudest out of all, shes there when we fall
      shes been there from the start, with her big ol' heart.
she will be there 'till the end, because she's a true best friend.

It's not about who you are with every day
It's about you think about before you go to bed
Who you dream about in your head
It's about who's image that just appears
Knowing they will never dissapear
Who's heart you hold close
About who you love the most
About who you hold in your heart dear
Even when they're not near
With every inch of pain
They keep you sane
No matter what happens here and there
They are with you until the end

The head rush I get
Get ready, get set
The fluster in my brain
get  ready, get set, go insane
the beautiful smile on that beautiful face
get ready, get set, let my heart race
the tremble in my body
get ready, get set, this has gotta be
The shakes I get
Get ready get set
The thing I feelI now its real

I love you forever and A day
  But I cant be with you
There's no way
  You broke me in two
With all your games
  And all the pain
You feel no shame
  While driving me insane
To you it's fun
  Like the power of frying ants in the sun
Cruel and unusual
  Painful and brutal
To you it's a joke
Not a care in the world what you provoke
  To you it's a game
You hold no shame
  Its the shots you call
With no fear to fall

No matter how hard I try
  I just cant seem to say goodbye
Its been years
  Still doesnt stop the tears
Thinking of you breaks my heart
  I just wish we could restart
Start a new
  With new sense, and better glue
You really have no clue
  I will always be inlove with you
My feelings will always stand strong
  No matter how long
I will love you until the end
   And if I could do it over, I 'd do it again
You destroyed me
  Worse part is, I still feel  we are meant to be
Hoping someday you will see
  How much you truely mean to me

You destroyed me
You picked me apart and took away my being
Not a care in the world about what your seeing
I no longer feel ashamed
For its you to be blamed
I put everyone in pain
Because all i know is your stupid little game
You were my only love
I found someone else, she fit like a glove
I put her threw the game
And for that i feel nothing but shame
She never deserved it
Still she sat there and took every bit
She was the one that was true
I tore away her glue
I broke her heart
I didnt even realize, thats the worse part
She never deserved what i put her threw
From you I never really grew
Even when your not hear
You still **** it up, it seems crystal clear