your on my mind all day
a place I would like you to stay
Without your face in my head
I cannot go to bed
Feeling my heart pound
Can you hear the sound?
Setting in my mind
This is a feeling with no one else I will find
starting to break out
you make me so happy i could shout
this feeling with you
Isnt anything less but true

I'm sorry she never existed, saw reality but missed it.
Lost in her eyes, stuck in her lies.
The dream that has been created, stands strong.
It cant be faded
Her smile was fake, her I love yous were a mistake.
She said she cared but she cant, her memories in my mind they plant.
A dream i wish i could never wake up from.
Pick up every piece, every crumb.
But reality i need its true.
I need to grasp on.... starting with you

For my Apiffany i crave, no strength to feel,
Far from brave.
I sit in my corner hoping to see, you here with me.
My life's been forsaken, my sun my light.
Its been taken
Your love i need, i don't just crave.
You take the lead
your in your out, your never long.
Things you do to others seem wrong.
But you and me, we're meant to be.
Two lives without reason
You and i, together we fly.
When alone there is no whole, without my girl i'll surely unfold.
For if my chance comes back around, next to you i can finally touch ground

I close my eyes and there you sit, my mind never seems to quit
I remember your touch, oh the body rush
I remember your taste, without you my times a waste
I remember your laugh, your voice
In my mind the sounds rejoice
I remember your smile, your face
With you is my only place
I will never forget
Not a time in the world i could ever regret
If i could do it over again id fix my mistakes
I would have never ran
If you could only feel my heart
Without you its taring apart
If only you knew, my words were true
In my chest i feel pain
Without my girl i always see rain

As the rain hits the ground, a repetitive sound
things become clear' when there's something you fear.
lightning strikes flashing bright. all i can think, i don't want to blink.
a rumble noise. from up in the clouds, scarey and loud.
power disarm, eyes widen with alarm.
the screams begin to start, must tare us apart.
I always do wrong, in the eyes of the strong.
She punishes thee, so my sister can see.
In the family I am the baby, but she didn't care. Not even just maybe.
A devil comes out in the dead of the night, shes not herself. this cant be right.
still i sit, hit after hit. my eyes are swollen, my lips split.
i got to bed, against the wall i place my head.
constantly checking to see, wanting to make sure i was left be.
in the morning when i awake. my mind plays tricks, it was a dream.
it was fake.
upon the mirror i see my face, black and blue is whats been placed.
I turn to her, those eyes of fire. They calmed since last night.
I think to myself, I know its my fault. she cant get her wealth.
The drugs she consumes, The Toxics.
The fumes.
My future is spoken, my home life was broken.
What i wouldn't give, for a life worth to live.
But my life's been forsaken, all the good deals are taken.
so i sit, remember hit after hit.
yet still i stay, to take care.
To obey.
The golden child disappears, in your eyes i see the tears.
The one that always took care, never got respect.
but tare.
Remember who stayed by your side, and who took off to hide

The contradictions, the productions
He thinks he's slick, it makes me sick
She's so lost she's found, her feet barely touching ground
He holds her strings, pulls them tight as they start to sting
He controls, the power he beholds
In her eyes I see, A pain deep inside she cant let be
her family together is all she wants, but every minute her thoughts haunt
She puts a smile on everyday, The truth is nothing she will ever say

I want to forget about the distance, if only for an instant.
I want to feel your lips on mine, even if its a lie.
Every time I feel dizzy, faint
In my head leaves a beautiful picture to paint
I want to feel your chest on my head, forever. Like you said
I want to know if your words were true.
when you said " i love you"
I want to know, is it time to let go?
Should i try to forget?
Was my heart the bet?
Your random whispers in my ear
"I'm always here, I'll always be near
Was it all a lie?
Is it time to say good bye?
You always told me, I was meant for thee
Did you mean it at all?
Would you catch me if I fall?
You left without words, you got a mate in return
Are we actually over?
forever unsober
Do I have to move on?
I might not be that strong
I can't let you go, as you already know
Forever I'm yours, no matter the scores