Temptations were awaken, steps were over taken.
   But in the end, we could have never been friends.
No matter what you say, I could feel the connection at play.
   I was at war, fighting in the cold as if my heart had tore.
Both to blame, bet yet the game stayed the same.
   The thoughts in my head I couldn't bare, but your remarks didn't make it fair.
No matter what you want to believe, together the tensions was never relieved.
   You felt it too i know, I could feel the vibrations at flow.
The look in your eyes, they speak no lies.
  The tremble in your voice, the feelings far from a choice.
Avoiding eye contact, I know the reason. The fact.
   What you said were true, those words you knew.
Somewhere in your mind, I know myself I will find.
   but But will I dwell?
To soon to tell.
   Will I really care?
Will my heart feel the tare?
   Already did, but that feeling i pushed away. I got rid

She is every breath i take, I use to sleep the days away now I struggle to stay awake.
Shes the sun shining in my eyes, shes their to catch every tear I cry.
Shes the blanket that keeps me warm at night, When I'm with her the world seems just right.
Shes the smile i see in the sweet sunshine, do anything it takes to keep her mine
Her tears I catch every drop, when shes around, the world. it stops
Her eyes i gaze for hours on end, every time i see her, i fall in love again
Her voice is a sweet sound inside my head, its all i think about when i go to bed.
Its her face I think of when i'm dreaming away
The thought that she is the girl to stay
Nightmares hit the hardest though
in my mind, the horrors grow
Things like cheating and settling score
But I know she loves me, right down the the core
This girl i speak of shes perfect as can be
Who would have guessed she'd settle for me

Addiction, contridiction
  My life in a sum, perplextion, feeling numb
I cant get this threw, not when all i think about is you
  your in my dreams, your in my thoughts
In the back of my mind you continuously haunt
  out of my head, out of my mind
your beauty i need to find
  in my arms once more, like the struggles of the poor
More than the average love, to me you rise above
  your all i want, my memories they taunt
no point to go on, not when your gone

To whom in which my life began, to who in which my life i ran
To the one who got away, There's so much left to say
But for now I sit and wait
Because in my future you i do not need to create
And for the day you come to hear what I have to say
My voice in only a whisper will have one word to embrace

Stay...

my heart and soul from my past is coming back, with this my inteligence i lack
I dont know if I should carry on or wait it out
All I know is everyday her face I scout
I look around and see my life, no where near great, it doesnt feel right
Theres something missing, someone to be correct
But it seems to her that our love was a defect
Shes coming back I can feel her close, shes the one I crave
I need her most
Its her I taste when everythings gone
"I wanna grow old with you" a bitter sweet song
And until the day she comes back around, I fly high
She was my gravity to touch ground

open your mind, open your soul
Without life to unfold, you can't pay the toll
Live life the way you want, never how you should
because in the end, you'll wish you really could
Time for fun, time for life, if you dont feel like
your living, your not doing it right
we are all connected in every which way
There's a part for everyone in this on going play
Find your purpose, find your reason
Dont just wait for that right season
Life is a blessing, life is a gift
pick yourself up, give a stranger a lift
Do the unthinkable, and do it with pride
For life is nothing of a dream
its an on going ride
Strap yourself in, or let it hang loose
This is your life to live, so you get to choose

As the snow flakes settle down my cheek
i get a glimpse, barely a peak
i see your face those eyes on mine
i think of our connection so smoothly entwined
i feel your presence it brings me down, my baby
my gravity to touch ground
like a broken record to be forever played
memories to deep to fade
i remember you now, i remember you then
my angel from above, my heavenly sent
my tears remind me of the memories i lost
unfortunately my heart was the cost
we fought, we battled, the hostility filled
but for the both of us, i could feel the thrill
all that was said, all that was done
it was an act of pleasure, for us it was fun
a life without you is bitter and sour
like the limp of the earth,ineed a sad flower
your my water to grow, your my food to carry on
im withering, away while your still gone