Did you know that
the touch of your hand
moved me?
We shared a breath
and a root grew between us,
it hydrated and fed our
relationship.
Our bond was supposed to
strengthen but you tugged
on its weakness until it broke.
You played me a fool,
a full deck of wild cards
no joker's but you because
you scammed the table.
A fool I was, a drowning victim,
a mockery for your entertainment.
I fell hard over your hills,
under the Sea into your blue
tides of loneliness and depression.
I saw the storm in your eyes,
blue silvery sky's turning gray.
Seven years you took me for a
ride, with your lies and constant
shoveling of accusations and
narcissistic nagging.
Never happy, complained but
never worked on changing it.
You became maddening and
insane.
Dragging me under, like a piece of
driftwood unwanted and beaten
by your weathering abuse.
Now that I am free, I am working
on my boat and cutting the dead
roots you left behind.
This is what a shameful pile of
bones looks like.
He built a pile of ashes and
allowed overgrown weeds to
choke our relationship.
It lays dead amongst the autumn
leaves.
©️ 2022 By Amanda Shelton
For my ex narcissist. Au revoir, As$hole!