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Amanda Shelton Nov 2019
Upon the buzzing in my ears
comes pain unrest and fear.

The ache of my sensory
is like anxiety and protest
vibrating through the process,
nothing stops its provision
and test.

It pushes me out of
my mindset, shoving
my sensitivity to the
edge of the horizon of
prickly needles.

The autistic brain
has no break’s, has
no boundaries to stop
the deluge from spewing
over neurons from the
electronic dance of the
sensory overload process.

Its a painful experience.

Silence is never an option,
for its broken by the beating
of my heart, and the sound of
blood rushing through my ears, sounds like pulsating floods
rushing to my eardrums.

Swoosh! Swoosh!
Boom!
Swoosh! Swoosh!
Boom!

Its process proceeds…
to painful beating breathes
of none stop drumming.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
Upon the breeze lives
Autumn.

It kissed my soul
and blew me away.

Oh, how I love
the Autumn breeze.

Au revoir, until we
meet again.

Upon the falling leafs
comes change.

My soul sleeps
until the Autumn
wakes me with
its chilling kiss.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
Upon the blowing wind
lives my Autumn dreams.

With a delightful glee
my soul took flight
as the breeze stole
my heart.

The whispering pines
swooshed and bowed,
the dirt grew into
a foggy cloud, as
Autumn changed her
gown.

Greens turned brown,
purple, and deep red
as the leafs shimmied
to the chilled ground.

The shadows slowly lengthened
as the night creeped,
crawling beside the sun
before saying farewell
to his brother he kissed
the sky with his full moon smile.

The stars winked
and the sun swooned
as the moon stole the
hour.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
Upon the rising steam
carries my allergies,
relieving my lungs
from the sticky junk.

Breathing killed my
passion for running,
stealing my energy like
a vampire steals blood
from the living.

Asthmatic I am,
I suffer because I am
allergic to the breath
of life.

The air outside attacks
me with no remorse or
thoughts of my life.

Asthma is a deadly disease,
it steals my breath and
chokes me when I least
expect it to strike.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
You are a thorn in my side,
a bruise that never heals,
you are a knife stabbing
me in the back after you
already attached.

You are a rock in my bag,
a piece of dirt in my sandwich,
you are a virus to my sinuses
and you never supported
my feelings, instead you
turned it into your personal
attack.

You cause me anxiety
and stress until my
blood pressure rises
through the roof.

You don’t care about my pain
or the suffering you claim.

You push me away
with your sensory games,
you never bring peace and quiet,
instead you turn up the volume
causing me to seizure and
blister.

I’ve given you chance after chance,
yet you never change your attack’s
or your directional haze.

You keep playing your evil games,
you don’t care about setting
the table, or cleaning your place.

You make a mess of your life
causing me to suffer too.

I will forever be a puppet
to you, you pull on my strings
like a **** pulling the trigger.
Bang!!!
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
I see your face upon the leafs
that Autumn blows.
So far away but so close you are.

My darling, my love,
upon the seasons change
your heart and soul fly’s to me,
from shore to shore
our loves embrace never
releases us from its fall.

As I wait within my windows panel
of winter’s chill a reminder
of your warmth and tender touches,
I will be here still.

Oh how I long for your
winters hug and Autumn kiss.
It’s such bliss.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
Amanda Shelton Oct 2019
Our shadows rest under
the trees as our memories
soak within its roots.

Love knew where to find
us, it found us when
we needed it the most.

Like the seasons it
changes it grows, it
hydrates our lives.

When its roses weather
and droop, instead of
dying it morphed into
you and I for our love
soaked into the roots.

Forevermore you and I,
like the roots of a tree
it digs deeper to survive.

Love and life together
forever.

© 2019 By Amanda Shelton
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