when i see you im speechless
your eyes see through my soul
i dont wanna be useless
but when im with you im whole

why cant you understand what im saying
it makes me mad
and it's very aggravating

I feel so bad when i hurt your feelings
but why cant you understand

i was dealt these dealings

replace your fears with happiness
there is so much good here
don't dread what happens next

i look at everything positively now
you see it negatively
makes me question how

how am i supposed to feel
am i doing the right thing
am i making the wrong deal

ive made mistakes before
and i know the warning signs
that part of me is tore

I wont do anymore
I dont want that life again
please dont make life a chore

I know ive hurt you in the past
and your scared
all you can do is let this last

i dont understand you
we are always on different pages
i cant stand you
and you rages

sick of being taken advantage of
especially by you
how can this be love?
forgiveness is way past due

i dont know how you affect me this way
because i hate you
sometimes i want to run away
because i have to

you think your better than me
i think not
too bad im everything your not

******* and your little dog too

i hate you
for doing exactly what i do

i love you
for who i thought you were

i hate you
because you changed me

i love you
because you loved me

i hate you
because you don't love me anymore

its been years since your hair lay long
in front of your face
*** you hid from the world until you found H

I remember you better back in the day
when you had kindness in your heart
and you'd actually stay

the days are different now
i often wonder who you are
if you're clean or at the bar

i dream of you every night
sometimes who you were
and sometimes who you are

i cant tell the difference anymore
of what was real and what was fake
you took my heart for goodness sake

i pray that you can kick the habit for good
find yourself again
you really should

it has been years since we were together
but you still write to me
some part of you cares
i just let it be

i am an addict too since you've left me
addicted to you, and pills
ooopsie

i wonder if one day we'll both get it together
and meet again
be in love forever...

doing the dishes *****,
especially when it smells like butts.
food that has been there for weeks,
sprays at me and reaks.

every time i feel the water,
it burns me *** it got hotter.
water sprays onto my clothes
and here it goes...

gotta wash the dishes