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Please quit asking if i am okay
I feel the same as you.
I have been let down once before,
I am not ready for round two.

Am i not making any sense?
What else must i say?
I am sorry for being so tense,
But i don't feel for you the same way!

You make me second guess myself.
Am i really that naive?
All i want is to be alone.
I ask and beg and plead!

The comfort you sow today
Is something like  a seed.
It grows deep inside me
soon the peddles wilt away.

If by now you do not get
What i mean by staying true.
Then listen to these last few lines
What i am trying to explain to you.

I know sometimes i seem confusing
I hear it everyday.
But i also know that i am strong and kind
I am beautiful in every way.

If you are not able to treat me
With the utter most respect
Then stop trying to pursue me
I am my own, that is all i have to say.
I know what it feels like for a relationship to fail.
I am trying to explain this to someone who thinks they love me, but i know they are not meant for me.
Snatched from me and
given to you.
Waisted on her
Hell, on him too.
Forgotten by parents
and kids just alike.
Is there such thing
as Love that is right?
The journey of my tears
Brings me back
Yet still
The doors are still closed
And your no where to be seen
Tears fall in vain
You play your games
But you will never win
Over royal tombs and palace walls,
moonlit dreams spread whispers of the rising sun.

Come to me says the sirens song
Come to me, lay down your sword, lay down your shield
Come to me


Shadowy figures gather within the dark spots of her eyes
to share secrets of why she can't see.
Vision stolen by the greatest of thieves,
capable of stealing things that aren't yours to begin with;
Nor anyone elses.

But when the stars come down to kiss goodnight
and she rests her head on the softest planets,
sprawling across galaxies, wrapping her body-less soul in a warm nebula,
the sweetest dreams will cradle her new born thoughts,
tugging at the strings to her wings,
drowning out every siren that sings and brings their destruction
with out having to touch them.

Standing on rooftops chanting paganisms toward the heavens
like a heathen taunting the sky fire.
And it comes,
like the rain from home it comes;
It always does.

And as the gentle sunrise graces her face,
lighting up and opening the windows to her soul
I see that it's burning cyan-hazel flames;
Make moonlit dreams become sun soaked realities
Anthony J. Alexander 2010
Tipping on the scale
of an emotional torrent
Sipping from the cup of
an evocative song

Doing what you do to me
is a wave of frustration
pounding in my unbroken heart

Feigning, Waiting, Testing, Saying
How do I begin to tell you
that you make me melt?
That I look for you around corners
anticipating your face, your breath,
your smile

Zipping up my pocket
of emotional recall
Closing off the opening
sewing up the hole

Hoping that you don't see
don't hear, don't notice
that I can't let you in

I stumble then I fall
into your arms again
Trying to stay away but I can't
seem to resist the attention

That you give to me
Your eyes are so deep you see
that I drown in your gaze

Slipping into an emotional tyrade,
Trying to keep my head
from going under
Trying not to drown to resist temptation,
But failing so miserably bad

I can't stay away for a moment
without hearing your voice in my mind
Tossing and turning and turning away
I Turn right back
To the very first page

The one I can't bear to look at
Yet look anyway
Written: November 12, 2009
There will be a time when it will end.
Be it parting
Be it death
So each passing minute with you
Pendulummed with sadness.
So many times
I looked long into your face.
I could hear the clock ticking.
I feel...
I feel...
empty?
no.
A false emptiness.
Where I feel nothing but
Left. For the right side,
at the right time.
And I feel...
Ugly?
yes.
Ugly.
© Theodore Rose
Would but indulgent Fortune send
To me a kind, and faithful Friend,
One who to Virtue's Laws is true,
And does her nicest Rules pursue;
One Pious, Lib'ral, Just and Brave,
And to his Passions not a Slave;
Who full of Honour, void of Pride,
Will freely praise, and freely chide;
But not indulge the smallest Fault,
Nor entertain one slighting Thought:
Who still the same will ever prove,
Will still instruct ans still will love:
In whom I safely may confide,
And with him all my Cares divide:
Who has a large capacious Mind,
Join'd with a Knowledge unconfin'd:
A Reason bright, a Judgement true,
A Wit both quick, and solid too:
Who can of all things talk with Ease,
And whose Converse will ever please:
Who charm'd with Wit, and inward Graces,
Despises Fools with tempting Faces;
And still a beauteous Mind does prize
Above the most enchanting Eyes:
I would not envy Queens their State,
Nor once desire a happier Fate.
i'm sorry if it seems
as if i'm not all here
i've worked hard
at always being here
and i'm done
with wanting
you to notice
that i'm
alone
with you
alone
but you are here
and i'm alone
this seems a surprise
somehow now
now that i
don't care
so i'm sorry
that you
will now
be
alone
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