sometimes i think of you every blue moon and when i do i feel overwhelming pain and undesirable yearning for you and your ******* everything because you made me feel whole like that glowing sphere in the pitch black of the night

WHAT IF I LOVED YOU SO MUCH THAT I COULDNT BREATHE
WHAT IF I LOVED YOU SO MUCH THAT EVERY TIME I LOOKED AT YOU I GASPED
WHAT IF I LOVED YOU AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN ******* ACKNOWLEDGE ME
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
THAT FELT EVEN MORE PAINFUL THAN THE LOVE I HAD FOR YOU

AND YOU LOOK AT HER LIKE YOU LOOK AT THE CLOUDS BECAUSE YOU ARE SO EMPTY LIKE THE KETTLE THAT WAS ONCE FILLED WITH THE TEA I MADE FOR YOU WHEN WE WERE IN LOVE

maybe you were meant to tear me apart