I feel like I will break your heart
Despite my best efforts
Because my best is often not enough
For people I like
From day to day I might not change
Despite your best efforts
Because your best is often not enough
For someone like me
My body is hollowed from the outside
My soul is spilling out
Soon I’ll only be a rusty tap
Drip drip drip drip
I am your repetition
Please protect yourself
If you’re going to love me
It will be a war
From which we won't return
This shell-shock attitude;
I am broken
A veteran trying to make sense of
Warless times
The nightmares illuminate my dreams
I lose sleep staring at eyes
I will never see
Here is your warning:
I love you.
Here is your death sentence:
You love me too.