"How are you doing as a person? Is there anyway I can help?"
It’s overwhelming,
The way breathing become a chore that I have to remember to withhold.
Maybe when I can stop myself from shaking as I hold out my hand,
Or when all of my normal day-to-day tasks,
become not so out of hand,
leaving me in need of a pick me up.
I’m falling behind and my life is being pushed ahead in front of me.
While i'm losing grip of the counterfeit reality I created for myself.
Then maybe,
Just maybe,
I’ll be able to answer your question with honesty.
But for now I’ll tell you…
I am fine.
This question was asked to me on the last portion of my test, which has left my mind spiraling, winding down. But of course, my answer was, "i'm fine, doing as well as i can be"