I feel this big void in my chest
The constant urge for tears to go crashing down my face
Why must you do this
You are the reason for many things
You ghost still lingers in my heart
I can feel you in my soul
You''ve made me small
You cut me at the knees
I don't stand so tall anymore
The constant over thinking
How can this be life
I can't tell no one
So you can't tell anyone
How my heart is falling apart
It's been patched up with tape and glue
But it's not holding anymore
You cut me at the knees
Can't you see I'm slowly slipping away
I'm not the same person
I don't think they notice.. my friends
My urge to break you the way you broke me grows exceedingly
You cut me so deep
You cut me at the knees

Leave me be.
I have nothing left anymore
I wish I could tell them my secret
The unhappiness, The brokenness,
The Hurt, The Hatred,
It's sad isn't it .
These words unspoken.
Leave me mute.
Leave me be.
I can't tell them I need help.
Its getting worse by the second.
I haven't been in this place in a while,
I see my old shiny friend walking towards me so sharp,
Would they judge me? Would they help me? Shh..
"You can't tell them" says my old shiny friend.
Leave me be.
Got lost somewhere trying to find my way back.
Im in need of assistance.
Would they believe me?
Would they listen to my broken, aching voice tell them the story me?
Just leave me be.