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alexis hill Feb 2014
They wanted to build
a counter culture
a version of
whatever
needed straight from
society

I shoulda' been born in the 60’s

cause I recycle more than
I create trash and like
an acid flashback,

I don’t even have a license
just bicycle from point A
to point B

I realize,

I shoulda' been born in the 60’s

they call me a hippie but
the fringe and leather
don’t make me

it’s that I practice what I
preach

I listen and I teach
I reach out to the old
faith
Gandhi and passive resistance
tryin' to make a difference
even if peace don’t
“exist” at least I don’t
reach out to war
as if it’s at my fingertips

and just like braidin’ hemp
the center splits-

I shoulda' been born in the 60’s

I listen to classic rock
and jam to an mp3
records and tape decks
old school

is where you'll find me

Jimi and Zeppelin and
The Doors make me jive
without that music
I don’t even think I’d be alive

it’s that drive-
like man, you’re either on the bus or
off the bus

but I hopped coast to
coast
cause in love we trust
west to east in a retreat,
just to find the true me.

I shoulda' been born in the 60’s

I wear flowers in my hair
and sat on stoops
in Haight

I grew my hair long
and I sport natural waves

I don’t wear makeup or
go to raves
I try and find my grass roots

while they sport white collar jobs
and dress up in their suits

I write poetry and rhymes
I paint and I draw the line where man-

I should have been born in the 60’s
but I’m 93’
and thats ok with me.
in this current day and year
of 2014
alexis hill Feb 2014
I. myself

I don't see any sense in books or talk therapy
for self help.
place em all in a box
place em with the throwaways on that
bottom shelf
and I ask myself whats it worth?
kneel to the darkness of the moon
and cry out in prayer to the earth.

where am I? Because I miss knowing that first person. So I pray and plea for an "I love you."
from me...

II. you

I don't see you often or talk to you much.
and if there is such thing as a loss of sense it would be touch.
because in many senses I have lost all five.
without you, I find it have to stay awake or stay alive.
it's survival of the weakest, a testament to how helpless I am-

To The Things I Have Lost.
alexis hill Feb 2014
I wear your shoes
just to see what these soles
have tread upon

I put myself in your
worn leather just to see
from your perspective

Truth is- I'm not so
sure I like it...

The forward motions
going nowhere- is like stepping
in quicksand

I try and stand tall, but I'm
drowning and feeling small in
your shoes.

And I could have chosen
to have never laced up
these boots

But then again,
I would have never gained such
perspective of the neglected

So I unlace them.
place them on your shoe rack
and wear my own dusted boots
for the lack of love or light or
just coming home to us

to me at night.

I have my own shoes to fill now
and you can choose to wear mine
and see what I see

Or continue on in your shoes-
perspective distorted
to stumble on blindly.
alexis hill Jan 2014
so they were blind
then given two eyes to see
they struggled no longer
their vision now free

uncovered from darkness
they fed off of light
consumed and devoured each thing in plain sight
what had once intrigued their naked minds
was disposed from their thoughts and tightly confined

vivid colors
of burnt orange, a sea of deep green
were now just lost in an empty dream
what they saw was not radiant
not the slightest bit fair
they looked past the beauty
their world was now bare

feeling exposed
and voracious for more
the ones given two eyes
opened a door
inside of this portal
was a world dimly lit
they fell suddenly into a darkened abyss

light started to fade
they collapsed in despair
the ones given two eyes
no longer saw what was there
a shroud of darkness covered their eyes
blankets of sorrow embedded with cries...

open your mind to what is plainly sight
absorb the world and take in the light
do not let the universe pass you by
allow it to enter
and open your third eye
alexis hill Jan 2014
It wasn't’ that this
was meaningless.
it just means it
meant less

I knew the meaning
and your intentions
weren't’ pure
nor true and I won’t

forget.

It wasn't’ that this
was pointless.
it just points it
pointed out less

I knew the handwritten
letters became shorter
and smudged, so you're
less sharp, dull, worn
to a stub

I knew that this
wasn't’ helpless
it just helps to show
how the help was less.

I stopped becoming
so dependent on what
are your ideals and
notions

all that commotion made
it a cocktail potion for
disaster
I never thought you
were a master with emotions
nor words

Though none the
less
these action verbs
had always meant
less.
alexis hill Jan 2014
what is this?
an abyss of the mind?
lost in translation.
lost in space, lost in time.

an evolution, a change, the hurt fills your veins
it's nothing like rock- so fluid the brain
only memories, and thoughts
like granite deeply ingrained

it is difficult to remain
internally
externally
and mentally sane

unravel the pieces
of an unsound mind
apprehensive to do so
fearful of what you will find

the worlds four dimensional
-which dimension's your own?
pressures, expectations
have you consumed, and lost in your zone

we each harbor pain, and hold depth in us all
only it's too hard  to swallow or follow
so broken, mistaken and misunderstood
we pretend to understand, to comprehend,


-yet with an unsound mind there is no end.
alexis hill Jan 2014
the words of
a lie
were true.

they truthed
uncertain territories
backtracking forwards
through the blurred
clarity of certainty

the words of
a truth
were untrue

and they too
believed facts which
made fallacies
masks and surfaced this-

these ties twisted
into lies so they created
straight lines
geometrically

doing the undone
connecting synapses
making constellations
for mapping the brain

asymmetrically, star gazing
blindly when similarity
fades boldly, what is
indifferent to the the same

what is more contradicting
than comparing
the insane to the sane?

yet this tangible diversion
is simple and complex
in validity

and so. truth be told.

a lie to be,
is a truth to me.

a truth for me,
is a lie to be
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