the chemicals of your love
bleed like the punctured veins
of my innocence
and lucidity

there were many similarities, between me and you
when i said i wanted to die, i was serious, i thought you were too
when i pulled the trigger i thought that we'd be together for eternity
"in heaven baby" you said
i gave you my last chance

tears flow like tears do
i knew i still loved you
expected me to wait a day
i cried for you at night

always empty
never lonely
i take company
in the night

to be the one to call home
to be
to be the one i want alone
the one
to be the one i need for my own
to be
the one

the one for me

and we scream to hear ourselves aloud, it's easier to bark instead of bow. you say you'll leave you pack our things. but here you are back again. i love you mummy of course i do. daddy scares me, more than you.* please leave him, i know you must.

*mummy won't you trust us?

of course it's perfect,*
the tension that is.
it's clear and free of concern.

to **** and be ****** back.
in any* tense of the word.