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265 · Sep 2014
lessons
alxndra Sep 2014
I've learned things
like a flame is coldest
at its tip
right in the middle
is where you get lit
the quickest

and
someone who
admires the curves
of your feet
is certainly someone who
was worth meeting

also
when you act like you don't care
the world acts accordingly,
loses meaning,
refusing so much as a glance
at your stare

mostly
if you don't wish
to be stuck
with a name you've created
for yourself
there are means of depleting it
if you remember the lessons of
placement
appreciation and
passion
262 · Jan 2015
for some reason
alxndra Jan 2015
somehow someway
it's warmer in the shade 
never easier in the day
and clearer when you fade
see I've been glued to faces
stuck on what's been force fed
fear is the guide here
for any fate that's based on anticipation
how do I wipe the slate?
262 · Sep 2014
whatever it was
alxndra Sep 2014
it was the super moon
but all that kept me swooned
was you
without asking me to stay the night
you finished your cigarette
on the deck
and left

usually
I'd trail behind your bare feet
back to your sheets
and be comforted
knowing your body was mine to feel

slowly you're making it clear
that maybe it never was

so I sat beneath that beaming moon
and figured I should get used to my shadow
keeping me company
262 · Oct 2014
merlo(w)t
alxndra Oct 2014
it's been months
since these cells have been sober

pressured into pretending
that substances bring pleasure

but if these erased evenings
have instilled anything in me

it's that distilled liquid
will make forgetting the only memory
260 · Jan 2015
in speech or silence
alxndra Jan 2015
go further feeble murmur
muster up the courage
play the words like major chords
strum until you shiver
equally piercing is the lack of speech
what will I find inside your silence?
enticing all you have to hide
in the mirror of your nightmares
the face reflected will be rejected
for it will only ever distort the message
253 · May 2017
these mountains
alxndra May 2017
surround my limbs
and each forecast trims
a little off the edges
in silhouettes these hills refresh
my memory of what lies within
linguistics never interested me
nearly as much as our earth
beneath bare feet
248 · Feb 2018
i need
alxndra Feb 2018
nature to nurture
under these fluorescents
I grow thirsty
the carpet rubs my soles
the wrong way
the sun craves to look
into my eyes today
in my most pure & honest state
love is all I choose to intake
each and every inhale
I will not waste
244 · Oct 2014
how
alxndra Oct 2014
how
is it that you sit
so still
yet at the same time
manage
to move my gaze along every inch
of your perfectly put together figure

you cause the beating ***** within
to live
to dance
to sing
to no longer quiver
242 · Jan 2015
no one comes undone
alxndra Jan 2015
.
.
.
too fragile to dabble with
mindless chatter
I want every word to matter
238 · Jan 2015
not present
alxndra Jan 2015
too far ahead or left behind
it seems I can never keep the color
inside the lines
instead my colors bleed
right off the page
either staining the future - yet to be
or tainting the past - already made
237 · Sep 2014
low
alxndra Sep 2014
low
eyes sunk low
along the highway
it's the same drive
each day
thinking how nice
it might be
to keep them closed
if I survive
I'll claim
I dozed
217 · Jan 2015
end haiku
alxndra Jan 2015
I'm sleeping next to
an empty box of tissues
why isn't it you?
201 · May 2017
these peaks
alxndra May 2017
speak to me
in ways no person could comprehend
these stark frozen caps stippled with pine
read my mind better
than any love has tried to
these elevations reach me
on a greater level than most
dare to dream of
these steep hills rise within me
as real as any emotion felt
these unharmed mountain pathways
heal my unarmed heart
these hushed yet
ever present winds
whisper harshly but never
attempt to sway the hermit
one way or another
185 · May 2017
much less
alxndra May 2017
numb than I had originally
assumed
sifting through so much
magic in mundane
awe in ordinary

words waken actuality
to be in the presence
of many amazements
feels like my greatest truth

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