The sun and the moon were too far apart for them to fall in true love. She, the sun, spent years trying to figure out a way for them to collide but never could find a way for the moon to be by her side
"The other tiny fires could be by the moon all the time so why can't I?" She thought
And finally she figured out why
All this time she didnt know the problem
She'd yell across the galaxy but he'd never show
He explained it wasn't safe for him, the tiny stars don't mean anything to him, but there much smaller, they don't do any harm
"I've got to stay here, I bring some countries light once you've gone- without me it's too dark - ill always be here" he said
"And ill always be here" she responded
And so they knew they'd always be in eachother lives, not side by side but they needed eachother to survive.

You walked into the room with plaid shorts and a white t-shirt I didn't know your name but I felt like I knew you before
You stared as I talked and I tried to look away but it's like there was some force, your blue eyes take my breath away
And I know it's wrong to like someone who doesn't like you back
And maybe I shouldn't be writing songs explaining how I feel cause you're not gonna wanna hear them
But just this one time Ill tell you how I felt on the first day in 7th grade when I saw you for the first time but I felt like I knew you before
Maybe in some alternative universe is where we met before. Maybe our love was so strong God wanted to see a second one
Maybe in that first one we were in a paradise but in this life it's more of a toxic poison slowly taking my life.

I wait and wait for the day your lips meet mine (If that day ever passes by)
The rain drops slide down my window and the leaves blow in autumn,everything has moved far by nature except you, you always stay exactly where you are.

I don't question anything
I wouldn't change anything about anything
I want everything that has to run its course run its course
I don't wish for sun when there's snow
I won't wish for warmth when it's cold, ill put on a coat.
I don't accept your opinion when it's different then mine but if we all believed the same thing there would be no variety and this world needs some variation
I don't like that there's  ****, shame, people giving out labels and names, people killing just to feel something
But I'm just a person who can't change anything (I'm sorry)
I don't like that people hurt themselves and cry every night cause I know what it's like but I can't lie and say it'll be alright. (Im sorry)
But look me in the eyes cause I'm going to tell you this- you don't need prince charmings kiss because Prince Charming doesn't exist (I'm sorry) . You don't need to be anything you don't want to because there's a reason you're the way you are, please accept this.
Im sure you won't agree, I expect this- this is just what I think (forgive me)

Dear __,
You're probably unaware but I was born in Russia. Say I'm delusional, crazy- whatever.
Here's some family history,my family. I don't remember his age but a little after 1962 a guy named joe came from Cuba to Queens,new York
A few years down the road he got married to a New York City girl
"But where do you come along" I know,I know.
He and his wife decided on this: adopt two kids
And where do they go for a boy and a girl? Russia in 96 and again 2 years forward.
And that's where I come in
From one to four I lived in New York, Rockville centre was my home.
From 4 to 15 and just 3 years more jersey shore is the place keeping me warm
So what I'm meaning to say is its crazy how destiny plays, cause who would have guessed any of this would have happened. Could have stayed with my real mom, or stayed in New York, how did I get where I was meant to be? Must be good luck.

A billion little stars and one BIG moon
I sit on the concrete waiting for you
Even with the bug bites,if you come sit by my side ill be alright.
Take my hand so we can fly around the universe on this hot July night
Come winter time I decide to go inside cause a shooting star I saw on a raining August night came back and shot me down (like you)
You're still not around, I was bound to have seen you by now
Skip to next July, lying on the concrete looking the stars above me
I'd make a wish but I don't think ill get that kiss so ill stick to this-
I hope the universe comes crashing down and you happen to be around when gravity pulls a billion stars and one BIG moon down
We both take too long to say something, that's when the world ends
Right then and there I see you walk down the street
You glance at me
Stars and the moon begin to surround me the last thing I think is what would have happened if I asked  you to kiss me