I find myself here again
Staring at the wall
Lost in the thoughts that plague me
****** I here from my own mind
Loser, trampling through my thoughts
Give up know
Your no more than **** anyway

I light a cigarette
Yah I think im cool
Not really
Im just and infant in a grown world
A glass boy
A fragile existence

God do you hear me
I know you cant
Why do I try
You only help the good
That’s not me
It never was

I see the dance
But yet I don’t know the moves
Masks are for children
Then I must be a child
Playing hide and seek
Alone

I feel the water over me
Cascading into red
What would they do without me
Live that’s right
Go on, happy
He did say much anyway

Who’s that boy in the background?
Oh him, he’s just a pawn
He’ll be gone soon
Just wait and see
He hold up space for know
Tell someone good comes along

Don’t even try young man
You’ll never succeed
Just play your games
Let the men handle the job
Its no place for you
Go back to your books

No one will love you
Look at yourself
A shell of a person
A drone of some sort
Just another **** in the grass
Waiting to be mown

Don’t try and speak
It’s not like we’ll listen
What a pretty song
To play at your funeral
Make the others look good
Yah that’s your places

Don’t try to be gold
Even copper out shines you
Your more like a rock
Just made to be kicked
Roll down the hill
So the river can swallow you whole

Don’t move a muscle
Lay their and take it *****
Its what you deserve
Don’t try to leave your place
You worked so hard to get there
Don’t you like what you have achieved

All your work has paid off
Your alone and patatic
Like you knew you always were
Just a sad reflection
In a world of mirros
You could’ve been great
That’s a lie

Don’t strive for love
Its just out of your reach
Your hideous to the eye  after all
He just wants your body
No one wants your heart
Its cold and dark

So know youll ended it
Good for you
Just take the razor and go a head
Oh before you do
You know its all *******
Really kid get over yourself

In a perfect world you would be mine
We would have no worries nor since of time
I would heal all that ales your body and soul
I would give up myself and pay the toll
For your happiness I would give any price
Even my place in heaven I would sacrifice
For you to be in joyous harmony forever
I wouldn't hurt or harm you never
Bullets and arrow for you would I take
My very breath for you id give and never awake
All would I do if only for your love
Sadly I know no wager would not be enough
Forever I will love you forever I will be
But to my dismay you shall not love me

If I told you a secret would you keep it forever
Hold it in your heart and never let it go
When someone asked for it you'd say never
Find joy in something only you and I know
If I gave you a soul would you cast it away
Or would you show it to the world
Would you keep it darkness or show it the day
Even give it away to a special boy or girl
If I showed you my heart what would you see
The prospect of the future or pain of the past
Deep within would you gaze to fined the inner me
Maybe just see the wonder beyond the glass
If I lint you my body what would you do
Run through the world or watch it go by
Put on a mask and pretend I were you
Lay in the flowers and gaze at the sky
If I told you how special you were what would you say
Rejoice in my praise or slowly fall apart
Call me a liar and send me away
Or take everything I've showed you even my heart

What a perfect vision dancing on the water,
At least that’s what I heard
Nice to meet you and your daughter
No I won’t take her hand she’s not wearing any gloves
I don’t subscribe to plastic people
Because I’m a marble of a man
Take your diamonds and your silver
I would have **** on it anyway
Metal people shouldn’t be bought
There so unreliable
If I need something to love
Id buy a dog

Stimulate me, Make me Crazy
Please do something with my brain
Cuz if you can’t
I’ll buy some Mary Jane
Have a party
And **** your best friend all night long
You think your perfect
You daddy says your Pretty
Honestly I think you look like a cow
A stain glass windows
Is Still a window
When it comes crashing down

Is that your baby
Its ******* ugly
You should really go complain to the dad
So you say I’m and alcoholic
When I’ve just been ******* **** all night
Try and judge me
Cast a stone
That’s why the doctor gave you zanxe
People are a fickle thing
Always singing about ***
Honestly I could care less
Just leave your  underwear when you go

Rock my body, and My soul
Give me faith in mankind
Because I just snored some aderales
And rainbows are now my friends
You act like a sterling sculpture
When in reality your just a pile of rocks
A door is still a door
Even without the hinges

I see you
You see me
***** get out of the way
I have to keep up with the Jones’
Because I think there sons got it going on
Hay **** you still there
I thought I told you to leave

Red is my world, green is my heart
Its all really ******* anyway
Flowers are dyings
The worlds already deads
Lets just play ring around the rosie
Because after all
A worlds still a world
Without your “GOD”

Red stimulates my world
More than just my pants
The sound of its music
Makes me crazed and dangerous
I can hear it scream my name
My heart becomes suicidal
Do I say what l feel
No feelings are for the doc
I anit got time for this
No I would  rather watch golf

Suddenly blue enters the picture
Consuming my whole
Knocking on my door
I run to answer it
It takes me in its arms
Gives me a good night
Turns around and ***** on my face
Tells me I’m pretty
And then lives me to die

Yellow passes by and shows me a good time
Gives me what I wanted
In exchange for its heart
I know I should care
But I care for it like ****** cares for Jews
I crushed it
But it feel good beneath my heel
Especially when Blue reared its handsome head

Green came in my hour of need
Blue broke my heart and left me barren
In the lights of the city
Green nursed me back to health
Illumining what was dead within
Out of rage I found it
Put in pleasure I praised the moment
Green was gone never to be seen again

Purple was violent with my soul
Striping me of innocence
Leaving me wounded and bleeding
God condemned me there
Or at least his idea did
When I think of purple
Armies of rage erupt in fire

No matter the hue Blue will return
Courting me to ecstasy
Robbing me of pride
The cursing my name
Yet red doesn’t not do this
It brings me to euphoria
Blue fights for my body
Red longs for my heart
Hear I stand a stagnate white
Caught in the spectrum
That Colors my world

Though the world spins faster and faster,
Though my heart beats rhythmically out of time
The lights of the world fade around me
A shadow of regret concealed in a shade of unknowing emotion
Creeps into the unmarked bowels of my soul.

I grow cold in a beautiful crystallized entity of who I was
Lost with no chance if return,
Forgotten not by others but my myself
Hands on the map
But my compass is severed in triplicate

I am ice.
Deadly, cold,
Yet I encase a wonder that is truly only marveled by life itself
For I wipe out the old and sacrifice my own life to bring back joy to the world
I am ice known by all but forever alone

Across an inhospitable landscape I glide
Taken all that defy me to hell
Where the shall not parish in fire
But in the glow of my crystallizing stare
Tortured for eternity

I make myself know
To those who fear my wrath
The set of the alarms
For they foresee my coming
Only because I let them

I let them fear me
It give me strength to control
Causes me isolation from the world  
Where I feel safe in my castle of cold
Blocked out from the misery of life

I am ice
Frigid, Rough
Yet upon my surface a softness is found
Protecting the nurturing core within the call my soul
I am ice destroyer and protector

I put on the show
I play a grand and epic façade
But when I melt away I am gone
Only a memory of my once great beauty is left
A sick reminder that everything lovely must die

I am not ice, I am merely snow
Weak and malleable to the hands of man
Eventual I disappear and water remains
Only to evaporate under the light of the sun.