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Alex Lemieux May 2013
Cry
If I only could cry
That rain of sadness
That most do not wish on themselves
Is my one unachievable goal
It does not serve to sublimate my heart
It's chill is so that it freezes them in before they may leave
Shot on their path before they can cross
They band together to stay the warmth
Accumulating in quantities unimaginable
Trapped in the deathly cold
Of my cruel mind's vice
Keeping faith
When the warmth comes true
And envelops the whole
Fly they will onto the ground
No hindrance will block
No longer will my eyelids bar them from their freedom
And stop them feeling the only thought they could ever
Happiness because of their imprisoned jailer's release
Alex Lemieux May 2013
You had left
You were sorely missed
And even upon your return
Some still missed you
For you had returned not as yourself
But as a butterfly done with metamorphosis
Borne of a crysallis of pain
Formed into a butterfly of superfluous acts
Still there remained all we had loved
The depth had not been filled by sands of darkness
But with sorrowful sand
Letting tears shed stain your path
And causing more
For the ones knowing of your heart
Feeling almost as sad
Never has there been such sadness
Nor on a widow's night
Or a young loss
All of it encompassed in one person
Spreading from mouth
Encompassing all the near
While all the near would like to see you happy
Alex Lemieux Apr 2013
The real gold
Doesn't come cheap
The real gold
Couldn't be harder to find
The real gold
Is what you choose it to be
The real gold
Is neither normal nor weird
The real gold
Is within
The real gold
Has to be dug up
The real gold
Is found with trust built up
The real gold
Rarely lies
The real gold
Tells all
The real gold
Has no shame
The real gold
Seldom hides
The real gold
Still cries
The real gold
Yet wakes up in happiness
The real gold
Does not need loving to show love
The real gold
Remain friends
The real gold
Is a pillar
The real gold
Destroys none
The real gold
Creates many
The real gold
After a lifetime achieved
Or found on first glance
May it stay
Alex Lemieux Apr 2013
Please
Before you go hug your shiny metal friends
That see everything in red
Please just listen to me the whole way through
No need to sit palms facing down
No need for long sleeves year-round
No need for shame
I'm not one of them
One of the many who ridicule
Who wonder how a human being could stoop so low as to harm him or her self
Who would so ignorantly think of you with disgust
Who sees with blinders the lines of flesh on your wrists
And takes no care to look past them
To see the rest of your beautiful heart
Through the mist and darkness of your worst facet
And part of the pain you inflict on yourself
Is not done with the sharpest piece of steel
But with an even sharper tongue
Which your ears are devoted to hearing
And your eyes have cataracts of sadness
Blocking all the light but reveling in the darkness
I may not understand your pain
But nevertheless I understand
That as it pours out
Warm and red
So does the pain
Yet the pain is just an illusion
To be countered with all the good that surrounds and is within us
Put down the blades and let time and my kindness and the kindness of others who are just within your reach
Let it heal the wounds and let it make you see the joy that is already there
But which your perpetual depression masks behind a veil of gloom
Alex Lemieux Apr 2013
Sweet sweet innocence
Bygone and lost
Forever errant in the dark labyrinth of a corrupted mind
A firebomb
The glass shatters as the innocence
The fire spreads throughout
Like the darkness that spreads through the heart
Snuffing out the flame that thought the world good
If too fast
It snuffs out all other light
Leaving only darkness to be perceived yet not seen
A spot of light, hope need only be seen to make believe
That the world is not darkness entire
But some cannot
By some misfortune they look away instead of towards
And they plunge deeper and deeper
Until they take the final dive
Into the eternal, impenetrable dark from which there is no return
There will they lie
Forevermore in peace and at rest
Alex Lemieux Mar 2013
How lifeless must feel
One who does not dream
He must have sadness
Rooted in his soul
He must bear ill will towards his mind
For not frolicking the verdant fields of imagination
Whilst in sleep
The most wonderful time of rest
With no impossibilities
A few nights every month
He must be dull from having to live in the world of the possible
Never tasting the bliss of the fantastical
He is made all the more bitter by having had a taste of it
Before it was so cruelly stripped from him

Once, as a boy he had a dream
He was soaring through the skies
Faster than sound
Rockets strapped to his shoes
He could go where he pleased, as he pleased
It was amazing
Even as he woke his spirits were high
He had not been constrained by the laws of the physical world
And that dream had been beautiful
However, that had only made him even more bitter

It is so cruel to have one taste heaven only to be sent to hell
And every time he woke
Dreamless
He grew dark and resentful
Blaming the world because he had nothing else to blame
He sunk to a pitiful place
Where joy and wonder
Were a very rare occurrence
And he hoped very deeply
Just once
That before he died he could have one last dream
Alex Lemieux Mar 2013
What is it like not to see?
I can imagine the darkness
Partial or complete
But what of everything else?
Would touching of the skin in the throngs of passion
Fill you with even more ecstasy
Would it help paint a picture in the mind
Seeing through the fingertips
Brushing metal bumps
Seeing Henley
Being like him, unconquered

How must it feel to inhale
And smell every delicate scent
Or every putrid odor
The sweet aroma of fresh lavender
The putrid stench of a dark alleyway
A blessing and a curse

Sometimes, it is said that you hear better when you cannot see
You are keener to the sounds that surround you
It makes me wonder
How blissfully amazing it must be to hear Beethoven's ninth in its full glory
Uninterrupted by the distractions of sight
Hearing every note as if the orchestra was in your ears

Blindness is a condition I do not wish on anyone
Yet it would truly be splendid
Could we appreciate
The magnificence that surrounds us
As does someone who has lost something so dear as his sight

To Maria
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