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Aleska Servian Oct 2014
Another day goes by and i can't draw your mischievous smile
but i guess that on cold nights you become a little hostile
People tell me that i give too much value to things that will never thrive
that's the beauty on seeing hope in sad stories, dead flowers and drunk poets

Another day goes by and i don't try to cure you pain with a hot tea
i want surrealistic paintings on the walls, you're more like Van Gogh so you don't agree
On holidays we go to the coast just to hear the sound of the waves
and for a second it feels like heaven but then everything turns grey

Another day goes by and life present us with a hard task
i was already running away to somewhere i was safe in the past
You took my hand and led me to the edge of a cliff
"Would you jump if you knew that it will bring you some peace?"

Cinnamon apple pies right there outside the window
it's funny how we change, leaving our dreams on the pillow
Sometimes i just wanna close my eyes and hope that you'll never come
cause someone once said that love would tear us apart
We always believe that we can be smarter than our hearts

There are some skyscrapers that i don't know how to climb yet
until there we can stay home all night listening to some old casettes
It's so unique when the drums are syncronized with our heartbeats
We're sharing a straw, we're sharing a life, it's not too fast
Running, walking, crawling, you'll reach me at last

How long does it take to let go of this feeling?
i'm usually not afraid, but i'm afraid that you'll love me
Like a hundred bells ringing inside my head
see, i want you and i need you but is it the right time?
Wouldn't it be better to wait for you at the finish line?
Aleska Servian Oct 2014
Here i go again
forgiving another unknown friend
walking towards the bitter end
When you left me the other day
i was a coward pretending to be brave
hiding somethings inside my rib cage

The only thing that i am sure
is that at nights i get insecure
because you can't see the color of my eyes

So if we try
giving our fears another chance
we wouldn't have to lie or say goodbye
Perhaps the universe is conspiring
against two troubled souls riding
wild horses at midnight

The only thing that i am sure
is that at nights i get insecure
because you can't see the color of my eyes
Aleska Servian Aug 2014
Does the scar still bleeds?
do you still water the seeds
thinking they will grow
and turn into something you know?
You taught me how to dance
but not without you're favorite song
now i can't dance along

Another's arms
we are building fake memories
the worst of the vanities
If your heart still burns
take a breath and bow down
your home is a ghost town

Please, don't run
with your black lungs
you're dragging me down
Aleska Servian Aug 2014
You can rule the seas
you can rule the kings, my love
but not what's inside each one of us
We came from the stars
but here we are all dust
you gotta find an old soul to trust

You may feel alone, maybe
when you're in the middle of a crowd, fake it
don't kneel, embrace it
Because you're a black diamond
you're a black diamond

The clouds are on fire
but you can float above
please, choose to live even though it's a cruel world
You smell like spring
but you got the winter in your heart
don't let those walls just fall apart

You don't have to bow
whispers, you can hear them out loud
you may not be able to keep a vow
but you can keep your heart
You don't have to cry
those golden tears in your eyes
but someday you'll have to say goodbye
to your dark heart
Some words that my grandmother used to say to me.
Aleska Servian Aug 2014
I'd let go of the steering wheel
i'd use my hands to shape the fire
if i could catch your eyes, and be your ally
rather than be just an animal trapped in your golden wire
If i'm against the heavens will
i'll sing for you in the hell's choir
we'll steal the holy grail
and spit its water
building a controversial empire

They can see through the crystals
the destruction that together we will bring
i'm just dancing with my torn dress
blooming as in spring
Front row seat to watch your coronation
i'll follow you down cause now you're my king
and we're sinners

I'd let go of the steering wheel
you'd step on the gas with the flat tire
they say that i'm a blank page
and i'm looking for a sadistic writer
I bring the gasoline and you provide the matches
you bring the cigarettes and i provide the lighter
it tastes better than a expensive wine
our names in the headlines
we are both survivors
Aleska Servian Jul 2014
I cut your wings when you tried to fly
a beautiful act of desecration
dark shades of purple under your eyes
your ruins were my greatest creation
Swallowing aspirins like they were mints
they can take you to a better place
you never looked so beautiful since
i decided to put some tears on your face

I'll be here with you, i won't let you fight
I'll be here with you, i won't let you rise

And when you try to run away
the world will chase you and hold you as a hostage
i said you were not invincible
And when you try to run away
you'll see that dreams are nothing compared to knowledge
But i'll keep you under my wings
like you are part of my skin
i'll keep you under my wings
away from all the sins

Part of our soul is as dark as the night
and you're not used to cope with frustration
but with me you'll walk through the bright side
matching reality with expectation
About overprotection.
Aleska Servian May 2014
I'm an old oak with thousands years of wisdom
but i look at you and i see a fog
a penny for your feelings
hundreds and millions for your thoughts
My trust is now living in exile
i can shake their hands but i can't feel it's warmth
fortunately you're my candle
but my life has no fire alarm
When you look away i have this feeling that you're looking beyond the pines
talking to the horizon
And i stare at those blue eyes cause if i blink it all may disappear in my mind
moments are not like diamonds

I can't read your aura
my mind is trapped in coma
so i'm letting go of your hand cause it's dragging me to the deep blue sea
Once in a lifetime, aurora
leaving pages behind, colder
i know exactly how i'm feeling, but do you feel the same way about me?

Riding lions without a saddle
then i look down while i cross the earth
i hear your words from someone else's mouth
and yet it still feels like a rebirth
I may never experience your savage anger
or the sweet golden strings of your kindness
someone will kidnap your youth
when i see you again there will be more darkness
We build relationships brick by brick but i'm the kind of person that uses wooden fences
so i can slip away for a while
They don't really know you, and neither do i, maybe i'll never will
but it's alright to fantasize with a smile
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