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Aléa Boodoo May 2019
Loving you was the easy part. Admitting it was hard.
Hot chocolate. Strawberry Cream. Bubble Tea
I was drowning in your ocean. You were the blind lifeguard
You knew your oblivion, and so did I. Roses on the thorn tree.

I just think that I don't know how to think
I feel like feeling is all but an unexplained thought
I feel like I have an undying thirst, but all I do is drink
Drink, and drink… almost as if expecting a drought

I turned loving you into my life
I felt that it was gone when you were
I thought that love was only when I thought of you as my wife
You sheltered my storm, you brought clarity to my blur

I got so addicted so quick
My daily medication
Till I met you, I didn't know someone can make you feel homesick
Mine. Justification without the explanation

I loved you in real life, and even in my best fantasy
It made me hate love, for destroying the idea of you as my forever
I wanted to experience with you. Greece, Hawaii, to the Annecy.
Hi. Bye. Love. Hate. Now. Never

Yes, I wanted to discover the world with you.
All I thought about was you. Nothing new. Nothing old
I felt that I lost myself when I thought I lost you
My feelings were so out of the blue.
Cloud. Sunflower. Pink Marigold
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5/2/2019
Aléa Boodoo Feb 2019
Do you remember forever?

How your head fit perfectly on my shoulder
The things we talked about as nights turned into mornings
How close we became as the days got colder

The sound the leaves made as we stepped on them together
How your eyes always made me think twice about everything
The love we exchanged, and knew was forever

The way we found each other, and denied that there'd be an end
The way we held each other when we fought against the world
Secrets we told, and rules we made bend

Do you remember?

How your lips touched mine, and it felt like my first
How the snow kissed your hair, and changed my idea of perfect
The first time you called me baby, and almost made my heart burst

The plans we cancelled because we wanted each other instead
The things we daydreamed for when we "grow up"
Every time I made you laugh till you were red

How we met, how fast we opened up all our doors
How much I love you
How you were my favorite distraction, and I, yours

Even if I tried, I couldn't forget everything we've been through
How your eyes possessed all my favorite colors in one place
Do you remember forever? Us? Cause, I remember you
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1/31/2019
Aléa Boodoo Jan 2019
She said, I'm sorry that I loved you
I said I’m sorry that I didn't
6/30/2018
Aléa Boodoo Jan 2019
Tell me that you love me, scare me to think you want the fire
I only love those I can turn into a beautiful crier
So if pain, hurt, and destruction is your desire
I’ll play my game.
You feed my flame.


I hope I don't purposely fry her
12/30/2018
Aléa Boodoo Jan 2019
Ive
Ive

Ive is love.

Her smile is most precious when you see it for yourself

Ive is life.

I love the way my eyes immediately find her in a room full of people

Ive

Every time I catch a glimpse of the angel with the beautiful hair, my heart rate accelerates.

Every time I win the lottery and get rewarded with the chance to smell the pure, indescribable fragrance of her blessed hair or her perfect body, every cell in my body yearns for more.

Ive

I love the way, without practice, my mind automatically puts me in a good mood..making me smile when I think of her.

Ive is life.

Her eyes are the most lovely when you pay attention and listen to the song they sing.

Ive is love.

Ive
2/15/2018
Aléa Boodoo Jan 2019
I don't know who I am.
I don't know who’ll I’ll be.
I don't know you, even more.
It’s surprisingly scary what you mean to me.
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Aléa Boodoo Jan 2019
Is that your voice I hear?
...Or is it me deceiving myself again
The corners show me how to care
For those who rejoice at the thought of my end
But I don’t care.
And it is I, who will rejoice
I’ll abandon you, to love the exact fear that you send
But it’s my choice to iterate your voice
And run towards a dead end
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