When you feel like everyone's against you,
Just you against the world,
And you feel so helpless,
Like you don't know what to do,
Don't forget I'm here,
I'll always be by your side.
All those times you bottled up all your feelings,
But it was just too much that it shattered to pieces,
Don't forget I'm always here,
To help you put it back together.
When you couldn't take the pain,
The hurt, and the agony
and you feel like no one cares;
your only choice is to end it all,
Don't forget I need you too,
By my side like I did to you.

I hope you're happy,
You got what you want.
You turned all my friends against me,
Told them all the same lie.

I hope you're happy,
You made my life a living hell.
Came the day I never really lived,
I just existed.

I hope you're happy,
You got rid of me.
Threw me in the dump,
Shattered me into a million tiny peices.

But most of all,
I hope you're happy
While you're way up high in the sky,
Cause I learned the higher you are the farther you'll fall.

She had the blade ready to cut her skin
The pills ready to burn her lungs
****.
*****.
Ugly.
Useless.
Stupid.
The words ran over and over again in her mind.
As she remembered all the things she was called,
She became more eager to end it all.
And as the last tear fell down,
And she let her last big breath go,
She thought "I'll finally be happy,
I'll be where I belong"
And that's how she ended all her pain and suffering.
That's how she ended her life.

It's funny how whenever I see you,
you don't spare me even one glance when you're the one who always wanted to catch my attention.
It's funny how when I need a friend and I call you,
you don't seem to be listening when you used to be my crying shoulder.
It's funny how you never seem to be there,
when you were the only one who was always there for me.
It's funny how you're a thousand miles away,
when you're just right beside me.

I know you cared for me, and I know I took you for granted.
I know I broke your heart, shattered it to pieces.

I guess it's my pride that's stopping me,
from what I know I should have done a long time ago.
But I know that someday, I'll be the one trying to catch your attention.
I know that someday,  I'll be your crying shoulder.
I know that someday, I'll always be there for you, just right beside you.
I know that I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

I just don't know what to believe anymore.
I can't tell from right or wrong
All these choices I have to make?
It can't be left and right
It's always just left or right

Here I am
Paying the debts
Of someone else
Who doesn't care
About me

But I guess this is the oh so magical life
That's been promised to me when I was born.

And when I thought I found you,
I lost you at the same time.

And when I was on my way to find you,
I lose you in the journey.

But when I thought I'll never find you,
You make your way to me and whisper

"I was never lost. But you were."