she was beautiful
in every way i could think of
she had the blue eyes
that made everyone fall in love with her
she made me fall in love with the sparkle
in her eyes
she had a smile
that made everyone fall in love with her
she made me fall in love with her
tender smile
she had long, blonde hair
that made everyone fall in love with her
she made me fall in love with the way
she swung her hair
she was so beautiful
in every way i could think of
but instead of painting pictures
she played with razors
and instead of singing songs
she refused to eat
and instead of dancing around
she pushed herself too hard
and instead of smiling
she cried her heart out
and instead of kissing me
when i wanted to kiss her the most
she kept her mouth shut
and did it all over and over again
until she ran out of
lies
stories to tell
homework to do
excuses
and she ended her life
without knowing
that she ended
mine too
*(k.w)
the most beautiful flower in my garden
for C