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Aug 2012 · 1.6k
Bittersweet
Ajay Aug 2012
After you left me
I was surprised to realize
how my life improved.
Aug 2012 · 7.1k
Individuality
Ajay Aug 2012
Personality,
what makes you the way you are,
can't be photoshopped.
Aug 2012 · 3.0k
Robbery
Ajay Aug 2012
I will
not
wait
for you
to strip
the last
oxygen molecule
from my decrepit
body.
Aug 2012 · 12.7k
Restoration
Ajay Aug 2012
After carefully
stitching up the patient’s heart,
she produced feelings.
Aug 2012 · 15.6k
Euphoria
Ajay Aug 2012
Admiring our existence
in the past,
and remembering
every minuscule detail
of that day,
brings me
a euphoria stronger
than the euphoria
brought upon
from the strongest
of drugs.
Aug 2012 · 9.9k
Billet-Doux
Ajay Aug 2012
A sweet billet-doux
with the sweet words "I love you"
is waiting for you.
Aug 2012 · 1.1k
My Dear Friend Mrs. P
Ajay Aug 2012
Your
very existence
sometimes
brings me to tears.
How
we met so
beautiful, yet,
so unusual
only
urging me
to get closer
and closer
to you
like two black holes
clashing together
creating something
greater than the
sum of our parts.
I long for our
bond,
our relationship,
will be
as strong
as the bonds
held together
in the shiniest
and most lustrous
aggregated diamond nanorod.
Aug 2012 · 723
Beauty
Ajay Aug 2012
Let us
come together,
not letting beauty
be
a curse, but
a blessing on the world,
helping those
who feel
lost and
unwanted, feel
beautiful.
Aug 2012 · 945
Foible
Ajay Aug 2012
Why must
you
pick
out every little
foible
I possess when
I am more
than just
a flaw
but
a
person who
actually exists
and matters.
Aug 2012 · 866
The Sky is the Limit
Ajay Aug 2012
When joy takes leave, friends betray,
fortune frowns as spring’s away,
When you are left to part
Alone to face the shattered heart,
You feel lost as never before,
But try once more and this time soar.
Wipe the tears and stop the crying;
The sky is the limit if you keep on trying.
Jul 2012 · 733
Beside You
Ajay Jul 2012
You are the person
I want to wake up beside
to start off my day
Jul 2012 · 993
Friends
Ajay Jul 2012
You
give me
strength
to be
everything
I want to be
to see
not just see,
but watch the world
and observe it's beauty.
You help me
feel, and experience
every
little
tingle of joy and love.
You are wonderful,
letting me hear the music of
nature and the surrounding environment.
You let me
smell
the succulent,
sweet, playful
tones of life,
and you let me taste
what it means
to be your friend.
Jul 2012 · 1.8k
Banausic
Ajay Jul 2012
I laugh to drown out
the deafening yet eerie sadness
held within myself.
This, inspired by my brother Gene, is a mutual feeling we hold within ourselves.
Jul 2012 · 2.0k
Entropy
Ajay Jul 2012
Outstanding is how
entropy and disorder
can create madness
Jul 2012 · 940
Verisimilitude
Ajay Jul 2012
Occasionally
I place my hands over fire
to see if they burn.
Jul 2012 · 885
My garden
Ajay Jul 2012
Planting
each seed
perfectly
to create, and foster
this beautiful bounty,
cultivating
each
individual plant,
stimulating each
to
reach
its potential,
enabling
these tiny seeds to
nourish me
as I
have nourished
them.
Jul 2012 · 1.0k
Precipitancy
Ajay Jul 2012
When I first saw her
I fell in love with such haste,
Hoping it could work
Jul 2012 · 1.3k
Tug O' War
Ajay Jul 2012
Let us continue,
Slowly and passionately,
This war with our lips.
Jul 2012 · 2.5k
Name-Calling
Ajay Jul 2012
You can call me names
even on a gloomy day,
but they will not stick.
Jul 2012 · 731
College
Ajay Jul 2012
I await college,
Anxiously, hoping to find,
What has been missing.
I start in less than a month!
Jul 2012 · 821
I love you.
Ajay Jul 2012
Three words
that
can alter the
outcome
and
morph an attitude
of an entire day
when received
producing an erruption of
intangibility
exhuded by the individual
receiving
the message
adding a voluminious effect
if the feeling is
now
mutual.
Jul 2012 · 930
Chess
Ajay Jul 2012
Playing,
strategizing,
my next
               move
examining
where to go,
thinking a
                    few
                           steps
                                     ahead
finally,
complacently declaring
Check Mate.
Jul 2012 · 1.1k
Your Touch
Ajay Jul 2012
Sometimes I can feel
The inability to
Breathe without your touch
Jul 2012 · 550
Pain
Ajay Jul 2012
My heart will not stop
From experiencing pain
I cannot handle
Jul 2012 · 694
The Lab
Ajay Jul 2012
Working in the lab
Calculating the mice weights
Logging in data
Jul 2012 · 2.2k
Sensual
Ajay Jul 2012
I have yet to meet
Your sweet sensuality.
Let me see you soon?
Jul 2012 · 474
Something More
Ajay Jul 2012
Patiently waiting,
That first gaze of your body,
Wanting something more.
Jul 2012 · 1.5k
Breathing
Ajay Jul 2012
Every single breath,
I take slowly in relief
To let out my stress
May 2012 · 475
Our Conversation
Ajay May 2012
By opening up
We explore the depths.
Through the intricate touch of the friendship
Our minds continue to expand
I Write as I converse with you
Bringing me the utmost joy
Feeling, barely noticing, the slightest growth of thought
Options arise as to whether we shall continue
Our discussion of what may seem like nothing
Intrigues me more, allowing myself to grow
Expressing myself in various ways
However you have yet to learn why I am
Why am I, who I am?
Continuing the relaxed mind battle
Fighting over what is true
My friends, you, my friend, continue to push me
Motivating me to be the best I can be
Encouraging free expression, disregarding the absurdity.
I come to my senses and realize
You have only bettered me through our deliberate thought
As the hour glass of time slowly drops the delicate pieces of sand,
I want to thank you before my time, our time is up
For everything, even the smallest of actions
You have helped me be me.
I shall always remember you have made me think
I wish I could think of a word other than deep
But that is exactly how you have made me think—“deep[ly]”
However my mind has exhausted and I only hope
Assured and aspired to have another “deep" conversation
May 2012 · 431
Funny Little Moments
Ajay May 2012
Constantly laughing,
At the funny parts of life,
With my closest friends.
May 2012 · 404
Ask Me Why
Ajay May 2012
My life may seem drab;
However, there are reasons.
Ask me and find out.
May 2012 · 364
Your Magical Touch
Ajay May 2012
Holding your soft hand
Through the duration of class
Helps me get through pain
May 2012 · 471
Writing
Ajay May 2012
Fastidiously
Writing every thought I have
Until I lack ink
May 2012 · 477
Our Relationship
Ajay May 2012
A relationship,
One that looks like something, but
Wish was another
May 2012 · 473
My Past
Ajay May 2012
Unforgettable,
My past, my mistakes, make me--
The person I am
May 2012 · 784
Holding on
Ajay May 2012
Don't ever let go
Of me, even through hard times.
It always works out
May 2012 · 1.2k
Judgment
Ajay May 2012
Please get to know me
before you decide to judge.
I love you for you.
May 2012 · 571
M. B.
Ajay May 2012
Waking drenched at night
Feeling at ease, so right
Mind so jostled, yet so clear,
Pitch black with no fear
You are on my mind
The thought of lil ones running behind
Dreaming of future days
Lost in class in a dreamy haze
Thinking only of you and I
And how will never deny
My love to you holds ever strong
Though our seperation may be long
You are the woman of Tennessee,
I hope someday we can be
Without the judgment of the eyes
Shall be happy even in dreary skies
Hold each other through thick and thin
Life is complete, when we begin
Hope and love will keep us as one
My passion for her will always burn
Those initials M. B.
Bring joy, excitement, life to me
I know she goes through so much pain
At my age some say i'm sweet others inane
Just know, M. B. I love you.
Always will stick with/by you
Passion for you ever growing
Unconditional love will be showing
And on that special day we meet
My life will be complete.
Apr 2012 · 592
My Misery
Ajay Apr 2012
You laugh at my pain
Crying, writhing to escape,
Signing life away
Apr 2012 · 599
Remember
Ajay Apr 2012
I know it sounds cliche
Just try to brighten up your day
The slightest infraction from your schedule may spiral you down
From which you stood to the hard earthy ground
Being unable to get up, but you have me,
Your friends, your love, passions, interests...thoughts
I will carefully, soothingly lift you off the barren soil
Carrying you though my foot is broken. cracked,
My mind has morphed into desolate waste.
I will never leave you in the midst of danger
Rescuing you regardless of what happens to me.
I will be there, not just because I love you,
But because every entity in my being has the urge to Care,
Genuinely care for you
Standing there,
Breathing, inhale, exhale, coming to a realization,
Moments like this only bring us closer,
Strengthening our relationship
Creating unforgettable memories of joy
Even in the most irrefutably painful situations.
I will endure because of you,
So in stressful situations full of angst or worry
Never forget the most difficult task: remembering,
Remember I am and will be there for/with you
Apr 2012 · 39.5k
A Beautiful girl
Ajay Apr 2012
You make me happy.
We are from different planets
We are still so close.
Apr 2012 · 612
My Joy
Ajay Apr 2012
Found something I love
   /                    \
 Bringing joy and happiness            It is new and exciting.
Those I care about              Creating new life
Apr 2012 · 594
A Friend
Ajay Apr 2012
I stand there waiting patiently,
Unwavering, hoping that you will enter.
Although you are not smiling, you are happy.
My mind begins to unfurl and I begin to see
The art in front of my face--the beautiful art
Can't compare to the joy you bring me daily.
I love school because of people like you.
Those who constantly reassure me
Those who bring me unending friendship
I love you.
Never will I forget the quirky attitude
Even though I am in an abyss
I do not blank in my mind as I day dream
If only more people were similar to you.
Apr 2012 · 460
My Letter to You
Ajay Apr 2012
You ride on the bus.
Finally, looking at home,
Eagerly for mail.
Apr 2012 · 642
Patience
Ajay Apr 2012
I stand and you wait.
You pity as I debate
Over like or love.
Apr 2012 · 7.5k
Impress
Ajay Apr 2012
Hysterically
Striving, to impress others,
Those we do not know

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