Come to think of it,
maybe I do like keeping to myself
Never really was good with socializing with others
Maybe I do like the tears that fall from my eyes
And can sometimes taste
when no one is around
Maybe....just maybe I like that
I never really could attract others
and sometimes I'm both happy and sad about it
Maybe I like retreating to the library
where the "the faerie tales are my friends and I can escape "reality"
Even if its just for a little while
Maybe I do like losing myself in the music
where I sometimes find myself dancing with the music
Maybe these little gestures I do to show I care
are what I would like for someone else to do for and to me
I don't know
I'm sitting here
with a few of the thoughts that cross my mind
oh so many times
In a room filled with people
voices that overlap each other
Pens tapping And Paper flying
With me still thinking
*maybe