fariha

fariha Jul 2020

mom

mom,
i wish you knew,
how i cried myself at night,
wanting someone to hug me so dearly,
as i shuddered myself being consumed by the darkness,
the darkness with no ray of hope nor trace of light,
those sacred words that came from an imbecile's mouth,
struck my fragile heart,
those nightmares kept on haunting me,
as if it happened yesterday,
how i wish,
you could wrap me in your arms with warmth,
a warmth that no one could proffer.

-afi-

fariha Jun 2020

A Solitary Figure

As i keep on walking aimlessly,
under the shimmering lights,
with a lot of thoughts on my mind,
i noticed a solitary figure,
under the lamp post,
what a face i saw that day,
gloomy yet soothing expression was looking at me,
a face that put me at ease,
i chuckled while saying "ah,so this is what a warmth without physical touch feels like" to myself,
i wish i can froze and captured those moment,
a warmth that i could ever forget,
i passed by him,
while hoping that we could meet again someday,
in the future.

-afi-

fariha May 2020

YOU

You said,
"i dont want to lose you,
i dont wont to be apart from you,
far from you,
i dont want anyone but YOU,
only YOU can make me as happy as i am in the past,now and forever!",
a sad farewell,
but as the time goes by,
i saw you,
smiling gracefully,
what a fool,
i chuckled not believing what i just witnessed,
the only one with this unrequited love,
the one who kept on catching glimpses of us,
the one who stared at our pictures,
the one who laughed and smiled reminding of our memories,
the one who cant move on is,
me.

-afi-

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