That feeling I had for you is gone.
It didn't just up and leave over night.
I slowly fell out of love with you,
I no longer think of you in the same way.
I don't get this sudden urge to spend time with you.
Instead I get the urge to get away.

I'm tired of telling you everything is going to be okay,
because instead you don't believe me, you listen to her over me.
I don't know maybe I'm jealous.

That still doesn't explain,
why my stomach doesn't ache from butterflies,
just by hearing your voice say my name.

That doesn't explain why when I look in your eyes,
I don't have a smile beamed across my face.
That still doesn't explain why,
I don't care about you or your opinions.

My feelings for you
didn't just leave over night,
You  slowly drifted away.

You give me hope.
Hope for this ruined society.
Hope for a better day.
You give me hope.
Hope for the hopeless.
Hope for better dreams when,
I lay to sleep.

You gave me hope.
Hope for this ****** up world.
Hope that one day,
Life would get better.
You gave me hope.
Hope to find love and peace.
Hope to care with ease.

You have given me the most,
important quality in the world.
Without you I might as well be dead.
I'm thankful and I'll always stay,
Hopeful.
Till the **END

Everyday I find myself talking to you.
Everyday I tell myself I wont talk to you for a while.
Yet, I get electrified when my phone receives a text from you.
When I see you in person my heart skips a beat.
I loose myself in your eyes full of life.

I never can find the words to tell you that:
" You are the most beautiful and worth every minute of my time.
You are worth more than anything that the human mind can conceive. your personality is a ray of sunshine, all in all I'm just a really lucky person to have you in my life."

In my mind I've practice the speech millions of times.
All I really want to do is make you mine.
Because you are perfection
With you would be like heaven

I don't want to tell you because I fear,
Sometime in the future.
We wont be speaking within a year.

I don't want to loose you as a friend.
But I want to let you know.
That I hope this isn't the end.
Telling you should be as easy as a free throw.

**I love you, just had to tell you though.

I hate the night
I hate it, at night
I lay awake for hours
Thinking, Contemplating.
Distant Memories
They won't fade away
Distant Memories
They keep me awake.

What could I have done,
To prevent this?
What could I have done,
To live a better life?

My so long ago past
Haunts me,
Tricks me into making it
My Present.
My Future.

If my past becomes
My Present.
My Future.
Same Mistakes,
More Distant Memories,
Will keep me awake at night.

Knocking at my door.
Peeping through my window.
Creeping under my bed.
Whispering to me,
Telling me, come back.
Trying to, convince me.

I hate the night
I hate it, at night
I lay awake for hours
Thinking, Contemplating.
Distant Memories
They won't fade away
Distant Memories
They keep me awake.